i want you to
push me up against a wall
like you said you did to her
in your dreams.
but you broke down
my walls
and i let you
and she won't
even give you an answer.
she's made of heaven
and laced with perfection.
she's an angel
and there seems to be nothing
nothing
nothing
i could do to
pull you away from her.

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desolation
Puisides·o·la·tion ˌdesəˈlāSH(ə)n/ noun a state of complete emptiness or destruction. anguished misery or loneliness. just a book of my inner thoughts, feelings, and observations TRIGGER WARNING: may include eating disorders, self harm, alcoholism, suici...