if i lose
my body shuts down
like a frozen pipeline
if i lose
breathtaking adopts
a new meaning
if i lose
the communities like flowers
i buzz between will wilt
they tell me.
they think i like
how this looks
how his feels
how my thoughts are
a spam folder and
my body needs fixing
like a broken watch.

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desolation
שיריםdes·o·la·tion ˌdesəˈlāSH(ə)n/ noun a state of complete emptiness or destruction. anguished misery or loneliness. just a book of my inner thoughts, feelings, and observations TRIGGER WARNING: may include eating disorders, self harm, alcoholism, suici...