Chapter 11/ best friends

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by Julsmoon101

by Julsmoon101

As suddenly the bell rang he took his hands of my hips and I got a step back. It felt like someone pulled a piece out of my heart. I must looked pretty shocked because Jacob wanted to ask me what was wrong but I quickly said I was fine, went into the class grabbed my books and ran to the toilet. On my way I met Verena and she wanted to hug me but I just ran straight to the toilet. I was standing in front of the mirror and saw that my mascara got off a little bit so I fixed that.

In the meantime
Jacob was still standing in front of the class. He didn't expect my reaction. He thought it was his fault. "Shit? I ruined it" he said. A person turned around. It was Verena. She asked him what happened but Jacob didn't say something. He was to afraid to say something wrong. He just said that we had to go out of the class and than we talked a little and than I ran away. Verena knew it wasn't the truth but she didn't say anything. "Never mind" she said and went to me.

V:" Julia, what happened ? I know you weren't only talking. You can tell me. I won't judge you !!"
J:" it's just. Ughh. We hugged each other. Really tight. And starred Ono each other's eyes. and it was beautiful..."
V:" than why did you run away ?"
J:"! I had a panic attack I guess. "
V:" well great. You met a boy in the morning and he already gives you panic attacks ? Wow ... Good job" she said and laughed. As she noticed that tears were running down my face she stopped laughing and came over to me and hugged me. It wasn't the same feeling as the hug from Jacob. I already knew Verena's hugs. They were warm and soft and cuddly. But Jacob's was so huge and full of feelings. I had the feeling that no one could see us and he saved me from all the other people. I knew what I needed. A hug from Jacob. But I knew I could forget that. So I breathed in and out. And in and out. My pulse went normal and my tears were already dry.

V:" alright ? Can we go ?"
J:" yeah, I'm ok I guess." I said.
V:" you look horrible gahahahahahahahhah "
J: "thank you, I love you too."
V:" you know I'll be always there for you !"
J:" I know. We are friendship goals !!"
V:" AF !!"
We both laughed and went out of the ladies room.