Jacob Sartorius/ my first love

Chapter 22/ songs

... His soft lips. But there was something different. First I could figure it out but as we stopped kissed and I slightly got back we both smiled. His brackets were gone !! They were gone ! Now he had white beautiful straight teeth. I was so shocked. He looked a lot older. I was a little bit sad because I really liked his brackets. He looked so cute. But I still thought "his kisses are like heaven, his eyes are perfect, and his gorgeous hair. I want to run my hand trough it the whole time. And than his mouth. Those pinky big lips. And when he smiled his beautiful white teeth. So still cute. No not cute. Perfect..."

J:" Julia, what's wrong ? Have I done something wrong ?"

M:" no, no no no !! It's just, your brackets are out. I mean you still look perfect and cute.... But why didn't you tell me ?"

J:" to be honest, I didn't say anything because I wanted to see, if you would realize it ... Is that so bad ? "

M:" no, no no no ! It's your decision. By everything is great. " I did't want to talk about that anymore. I didn't know why but I got closer. I wanted to feel him next to me. He definitely had the same feelings because he came also closer. He put his hand onto my back and just held me close to him. He smelled so good. This smell could hypnotize me.

J:" Don't let your hot chocolate get cold ! Please. Before you forget it..."

M:"oh, yeah, "
I grabbed the cup and drank a little. It was already cold, but I still drank it. I didn't want Jacob to be sad or something like that.

M: " so, why are you here ? Not that I'm not happy or something. I'm really glad that you're here. Hehe. But you were already yesterday at my place..."

J:" 2 reasons.
1: I wanted to look after you and see if you fee better and how your could was. And I missed u tbh...
2: our music homework..."

M:"naww, you're so sweet...
(I blushed and but my lip)
Umm, yeah ... What songs do you like ? Or what can you play ?"

... The next hour we both searched the Internet for a song. We finally came up with : Life of the party by Shawn Mendes. I loved that song, it was so full of feelings, and Jacob said that he could play the music in the background...

We couldn't get further, because it was already pretty late and we both were really tired.
Jacob laid down onto my bad and I laid down next to him. I was cuddled up to him and he covered us with a blanket. This time I did't fell asleep. I just closed my eyes so I could forget about the rest of the world. Only me and Jacob. No on else... He kissed my forehead. I smiled took my head up and gave him a kiss onto his cheek.

M:"good night, my "not perfect " boy "
J:" good night my wonderful princess..."