Jacob Sartorius/ my first love

Chapter 10/ English

As we went into the classroom we both smiled. I took my usual seat and Jacob asked me if he could seat next to me. At first I was really shocked but than I was so glad because I said yes. It felt like I couldn't live without him. When he was away I felt empty but when he was next to me my whole body was filled with liquid happiness.
I tried to focus the teacher but I couldn't. Every minute I had to look to him. He smiled at me when he saw it the first time. I bit my lip right away.
"Your lip must hurt pretty bad when u always bite it." He said and laughed.
"No not really. Haha. I think she is ok with it. " I answered.
Our conversations went more and  more comfortable. I didn't know what he was thinking, but he smiled at me and this does normally not mean something bad.

"Mr Sartorius. What's the answer ?" The teacher suddenly asked.
We both had completely forgotten about the lesson. We had no idea what she asked us. But Jacob just said "21? "
And I said "you stupid". We both started laughing so hard and no one got why. ( it's a musica.ly /dubsmash sound). The teacher wasn't thinking that this was so funny, so she told us to go outside and we should come in in 10 minutes when we finished laughing. So we both got up and went outside. We were still laughing. "Why did you say that?" Jacob asked
"Tbh I have no idea, I just thought about that "sound" and it just came out of my mouth."
J:" this was the best first day I could have. I've never expected that. Thank you " he said and smirked.

"No problem." I said with a blushed face and had a cheeky smile.
J:"is it weird when I'm going to hug you ?"

"No it's not" I said and got closer to him. He grabbed my hand and pulled me to his chest and hugged me really tight. He was a little bit taller than me but our faces were also really close. My heart was beating  really fast
again. But Jacob's heart was also beating the same. I could hear it. We starred into each other's eyes and it felt like hours. I didn't even blink, because I was afraid that this moment  could get ruined. He was holding my hips and our noses were touching. We both didn't lean in for a kiss, because we both knew that it would be wrong. We were just some crazy teenagers who couldn't control their selfs. The only thing I was thinking about was to breath in and out. I put my head onto his shoulder. This wasn't a normal hug. It was full of feelings and we both knew that. Suddenly a tear ran down my cheek
J:" what's wrong?" He whispered into my ears
" just glad that I met you" I said...