Jacob Sartorius/ my first love

Chapter 14/ pizza date

"Jacob ? What are you doing here ?" I was so shocked. I had finally forgot him and than he was standing in front of my house. ( no pizza :( )
My heart started beating fast. I tried to concentrate on my breathing but it didn't work.
He was in front of my house.
He wore his brown Jacket because it went pretty cold. This was snowing for the first night in January. But i didn't really care. Normally I liked snow, but I hated the cold.
" can I come in. I think we have to talk " he said and smiled.
My whole body was warm like I was standing on front of a fire place.
"Sure, sorry. You want something to drink ?" I asked him while I was trying to look ok with my bare face and my "pajamas". " No thanks."

Me:" how do you know where I live ?"
J:" I called Verena and asked her. She told me the whole story and so I'm here to say sorry.
M:" Bitch !
Sorry, not you. "
I was so angry about Verena . How could she tell Jacob about my feelings ?
J:" don't be angry ! I really wanted to know what happened. I felt so bad for you. "
Me:" you have some time ? Wanna go into my room ? If you want to ?"
J: "sure. My mom said that she gets me at 10. Is that ok ? "
M:" sure" I answered and tried to didn't look to happy or excited.
We went into my room and sat down onto my bed. As he started to talk the bell suddenly ran. "Pizzzzzaaaa !" I screamed.
I ran down stairs and opened the door. Finally the pizza service was here. I payed and grabbed the pizza and ran back into my room.
M:" sorry, but I love pizza and I'm so hungry." I said and started blushing. He smiled.
I put the pizzas onto my bad and opened them.
" u want some ?" I asked him. Luckily I ordered 2. One for me and one for Jacob. "Sure, hehe." He said and took a slice.
M:" so back to our conversation. "
J: " yeah, so today in English. I didn't know what was happening. I just wanted to hug you. I don't know why. My feelings got crazy. I've never known a girl like you. I mean, I'm so sorry Julia. I just did what I wanted, and did't even think about your feelings. I'm sorry."

M:" to be honest. This was the best moment in my life. I can't describe what it felt like but it was amazing. "
I blushed and looked down.
Suddenly Jacob placed his hand onto my check and I looked up. Again. It felt like the hug in English. Our eyes starred into each other's again. I started sweating a little bit and it got pretty hot in my room. Our faces  went closer and closer. Our noses were already touching as he suddenly kissed me. My heart exploded and my stomach was full of butterflies. I was totally in love with Jacob Sartorius.
The kiss was pretty long and as soon as our lips weren't touching a piece of my heart cracked. He took his and of my check. There was silence. We both didn't want to ruin the moment. As I wanted to say something he grabbed my hand and pulled me onto his body. He kissed me again and I bit into his lips. I knew it was so dumb, but I couldn't stop. His soft lips on mine. It seemed like they were made for each other. After some time I stopped kissing him and laid down next to him. He put his arm around my shoulder and I closed my eyes.
"Good night, beautiful "He said.