Jacob Sartorius/ my first love

Chapter 21/ cutie

... In his hands he had a cup from Starbucks and a package donuts. Was this for me ? I thought I was dreaming. I was so into my minds, i completely forgot so let Jacob in.
J:"can I come in ?" He asked and smiled. His beautiful smile. I missed it.
M:"yeah, sure sorry"

We got in and went into my room.
M:"mom, Jacob is here. We are in my room !" I was hopping she wouldn't embarrass me.

We sat onto my bad. I hated silence so I decided to turn on my radio and plugged in my phone. I gave Jacob my phone and told him that he should choose a song.
He chose "Crazy for you".
This was my favorite song and for sure I knew the lyrics. I started singing along but I didn't even realize it until Jacob said
J:" you have such a beautiful voice..."
I stopped sing right away. I blushed and looked down onto my blanket.

J:" oh, i forgot ! This is for you. I hope you like hot chocolate and donuts. "

M:" tbh, I love it. Hehe. This is so sweet from you, Jacob. Why are you so nice to me.. Why are you so perfect ?" I said. And than I realized how dump it was to say that. I was rushing. Why couldn't I just say thank you and hug him ?

J:"oh, idk, maybe because I like you very very VERY much. Julia, you chanced my whole world. Idk why but it feels like I can't get enough of you. And I'm definitely not perfect. I also make mistakes. Look. I'm sooo weird. My voice is too high. I look like 11. And I always make dump faces..."

M:"Jacob, why do you say that ?"
J." Because I want that you know me. My real me with all my flaws.

I didn't know what to answers. And as the song was finished the new one began. It was the twenty one pilots cover of "can't help falling in love with you"

My heart began beating fast.
We both leaned in... And than we kissed each other