Chapter 11: What are we

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Meanwhile (Y/N) walked with Bill through the forest as he floated beside her, not once taking his eye off of her, unaware of his gaze (Y/N) continued to look ahead and try to remember anything no matter how small, she was kinda desperate to remember anything. "Um..Thank you." (Y/N) said as she stopped in the middle of the forest, she hung her head a little before looking up with one eye considering her hair was down and part of it covered her eye when she looked at Bill who stopped in mid air and continued to stare at her. "For what?" Bill questioned as he moved her hair out of her face, landing his feet on the ground directly in front her, he walked closer as she took a small step back. (Y/N) avoided his gaze as her hair slid off his hand and rested on the side of her face normally, "For taking time to tell me about myself, I mean I still have so many questions but at the same time I just-.....I just wish I could go back to normal." (Y/N) said as she looked down at her hands and stared at her open palms. "I feel like Ive lost a huge part of me...but I have no clue how to fix it so I won't feel this overwhelming feeling of Loneliness." Said (Y/N) as Bill looked at her surprised by what she was saying, not only that but the fact she was so different than her previous self. From every moment up til now she kept to herself about her feelings and was so guarded Bill thought it'd take an eternity to get her to open up. Bill became more surprised because (Y/N) looked as if she was about to cry. Bill slowly stepped closer to her and gently took her hand in his gloved one and slipped his fingers between hers and held her hand. He wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her close to him as she looked up at him, he gazed into her eyes hungrily but also sincerely, "With me you'll never know the feeling of Loneliness. I can give you everything and anything you want, weather it's a possession or just pleasure I can give it to you." Bill said as he gazed into her eyes with now the look of desire. (Y/N)'s face started to turn red as she got closer to Bills face a little before stopping herself, "B-Bill..I know I lost my memory and all but would it be weird to say that ever since I woke up and saw you my heart hasn't stopped tightening in my chest since then, my heart has been constantly reacting to you're presence. I hope it's not too sudden but.." Bill became surprised but very happy because was he was about to hear the words he's longed for since that night. "I think..I..think..I'm in love with you Bill." (Y/N) said as she looked at him sincerely but also with some worry, she said those words but something inside her screamed at her not to do it but it was already too late. Bill leaned in more, still holding her hand in his, his arm still wrapped around her waist, he finally kissed her and (Y/N) kissed him back as she lifted her hand that wasn't being held by Bills and gently rubbed his face as she held it in her hand. Bill released from the kiss and looked at her with a desperate yet desirable expression. Then he smirked and looked at her devilishly, "It's about time. I also think it's about time I admit something, I'm in love with you Raindrop..deeply in love. I never thought it was possible but here I am saying it because it's what I feel." Bill said as he twirled with her and Dipped her as he continued to gaze into her eyes. "Kiss me again Raindrop before I do it myself." Bill said as he whispered in her ear with demand in his voice. (Y/N) wrapped her arm around Bills neck and pulled him in for a kiss, Bill leaned in the same moment and both of them lost their balance and Bill fell on top of (Y/N) and didn't release from the kiss. He continued kissing her as he put his hand next her head and dug it into the dirt, his other hand that was still holding hers tightened as if he never wanted to let go.

He continued to kiss (Y/N) passionately as he became more passionate with her, (Y/N) began to lose control as she put her hand up to Bills chest and unbuttoned his shirt as she continued the kiss. Bill released and smiled at her. "Looks like somebody wants me really bad at this moment. But I'm not complaining the feelings very mutual." Bill said as he kissed (Y/N) and began to go crazy with the kiss. "BILL!!" Somebody yelled out. (Y/N) and Bill released from the kiss and looked up only to see Dipper standing before them with the journal Under his arm and a annoyed but shocked expression on his face. "What do you think you're doing to (Y/N)!!!" Dipper yelled. Bill smirked at Dipper, "what it looks like Pine Tree, we're about to make sweet sweet messy and painful love right now." Bill said as he smirked at (Y/N) and her face became flustered. "It's not funny to take advantage of people who don't even remember who they are! Quit playing games with her Cipher!" Dipper yelled as he walked closer. Bill laughed at Dippers statement, "Does this look like I'm taking advantage? Are you even taking a good look? (Y/N) wants me just as much as I want her." Bill said smiling at Dipper. Dipper stared at the position they were in and saw her arm wrapped around Bills neck while the other held his hand and saw bills exposed chest. "You're leading her on! You're deceiving her! Demons like you aren't capable of being in love it's not in you're nature!" Dipper exclaimed angrily. "Tell me Pine Tree how does a kid like you know what's in my nature? I see what I like and I take it and a kid like you isn't gonna get in my way!" Bill said as he surprisingly yelled at Dipper who became slightly afraid considering its terrifyingly rare to see Bill pissed.
(Y/N) moved Bill as he snapped his fingers and his shirt rebuttoned itself, he floated off of (Y/N) and helped her to her feet. "Stop it you two, there's no need to get upset, Bills right I was the one who came onto him and he reacted to how he felt that's all. I'm sorry Bill I didn't mean to." (Y/N) said as she looked at both of them with a saddened expression. Bill glared at Dipper and rolled his eye. "It wasn't a big deal I honestly didn't mind." Bill said as he just floated there with an annoyed face. Dipper snapped himself out of the bad atmosphere, "Don't meant to interrupt but I've found a way to restore her memories." Dipper said as he opened the journal and turned to the page with the blue sapphire gem. Bill floated in front of dipper as he read the context for the gem. "What? I'm capable of restoring her memories??" Bill asked in surprise. "Yes but we can't do it without this gem we need to find it in order to get (Y/N)'s memories back. It says that it's located somewhere in that ancient city we visited before." Dipper said as he looked at Bill. "Alright, we have no time to waste come on Pine Tree let's get to searching." Bill said as he floated in front of (Y/N). "You should head back to the cabin and rest a little bit, there's a scrapbook you keep of things you did before you came here. It's on the top shelf of the entertainment center in the living room, look through that until we return with the gem." Bill said as he kissed (Y/N)'s forehead sweetly. He then floated to Dipper and snapped his fingers, they both vanished into thin air. (Y/N) stood there blushing really bad, she touched her head and became calm. "I wonder why my chest hurts so much if I like him and he likes me. Was I not in love with him before I lost my memory? I don't know what to think." (Y/N) said as she held her head in her hands.

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