Lord Give Me Strength

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Previously: Diggy is with Roger and is taking Lee’s confession hard, then he is horrified to find out that Spin was getting close with Khalil. Aimee and Princeton go to the arcade together because everyone else had plans and they get annoyed with each other: Princeton with Aimee because he doesn’t like her when she acts ratchet and Aimee with Princeton because he was acting rude and immature. 

*AIMEE’S POV*

I didn’t fight for my life, I didn’t try to breath, and I just sunk. I had lost all my senses; I was back in my suicidal state… I had to nothing to live for; I refused to be living for other people’s pleasure, if I wasn’t happy in the life I was living. No one wanted me from the beginning: my biological parents walked out on me when I was 7, Khalil used me as a filling then abused me…they all didn’t want me because I’m useless and pathetic. I don’t need life…

*Princeton’s POV*

When she passed out I was so damn scared, she had fainted in the sea… at night! I grabbed her out of the water and held her, bridal style, why did we swim do damn far? I didn’t think I’d make it, I had too far to swim and the waves were gushing against me. This is my entire fault! ¿Por qué, Dios mí?, ¿por qué?

*LEE’S POV*

I was so tired and it had been a very long day, we didn’t even make it to the bus because I couldn’t walk long distances due to my pregnancy. So we all diverted to my house and Roc made us hot chocolate, I felt so bad because I had been  mean to (yn) before and she was so sweet to put aside her pride and let me stay with her. I secretly hoped that in her forgiveness she would find it in her heart to be my friend one day…

(YN): it’s July and you’re giving us hot chocolate

Roc: *flirting* baby you better shut yo mouth.

(YN): yeah… you salty.

They were so cute; they were just like how I and Diggy were when we were 17.  I smiled and pretended I didn’t see when they were kissing, but I was watching, observing… they loved each other, they hadn’t figured that out about each other yet, but they did. I prayed they wouldn’t end up like me and Diggy… they don’t deserve lies and deception, they deserve real love.

*LJ’S POV*

I was in the basement crying for about 2 hours then I finally decided to go upstairs to him. He was sat on the kitchen table with an untouched drink in front of him and looked as though he was in a daze.

U: Khalil

He didn’t respond, he didn’t move, he just stared into space.

U: Khalil, nigga, I haven’t forgiven you, I haven’t picked you over Ayana- hell no! You just have a chance; you have a chance to explain yourself. Now tell me son… why the fuck did you kill my parents?

He was alive, he moved so I knew he was alive, but the fool was still staring like a handicap. He moved only when I said “parents”, but it was a flinch like the word was hurting him. This nigga needs a doctor because he is insane!

U: KHALIL!

Khalil: its story time Louise Jerrell

Lord help me, this lunatic needs more assistance than I thought, and he doesn’t even know my name no more. Give me strength dear lord!!

U: that’s not my name idiot

K: yes it is…. Louise Jerrell

U: fool you know my name is Louise Junior.

K: take a seat LJ; I’m going to tell you the truth about your childhood

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