Previously: (yn)and Roc's time together leads to confessions of their feelings and passionate kissing, however, when Roc can't help but stare at her at the wrong time (yn) grows angry and seeks a playful revenge. She led him on then leaves a big love bite on his neck, when the others returned and questioned him about it she mentioned an ex-girlfriend of his which leaves him confused with how her knowledge.
*YOUR POV*
The banter between Roc and I left me in a great mood, even though he was still desperate to know what I knew about Renee I didn't respond to him, after eating Pizza and Taco Bells' with everyone we chilled. We considered doing a Ustream, but we decided it was too early for TM to bombard us with crazy questions so we had a twitter and instagram session. I retweeted all of the "welcome back" and "you're so lucky tweets" but I was surprised to see a lot of tweets from girls all around the world telling me to tell the boys they love them, I showed the boys and they tried to follow most of them. I was a little disturbed by one of the tweets I got from a girl name Emily Bennett saying that i don't deserved to be with them, I ignored it because I anticipated I would get a lot of hate from some people. Much later Roc told me he wanted me to come with him to get more cigarettes with him so I accompanied him. We walked about five minutes, and then he stopped and glared at me.
Me: *laughing* I told you, you aint got nothing on me
Roc: I don't care about the banter; I just want to know how you know about her, our relationship was supposed to be low-key and no one knew besides us and the boys
Me: well that didn't work, did it?
Roc: come on, no more games
Me: did you know her sister?
Roc: Renell? I heard about her but I never met her because she was... away or something like that
Me: well Renell and I were away together and she got a letter from her sister about you.
Roc: oh
I could see he expected me to tell him where "away" was but I wasn't ready to discuss that with anyone so I continued walking in silence, he got his stuff and I waited outside for him them we headed back to the bus
Me: why do you have to get cigarettes from an Alleyway?
Roc: I can't risk people knowing I smoke, especially Keisha, she thinks it's a bad example to team mindless
Me: it is...
Roc: you acting like you don't smoke
Me: I smoke the good shit from time to time
Roc: oh you like Simba
Me: he smokes?
Roc: only at events or when he's low... once in a moon
Me: oh, like me
Roc: yeah
He lead me to another route to get to the bus I couldn't help but keep asking where we were, she smirked and didn't say anything each time though. We were still close to where I lived so I recognised where he had taken me. It was the spot we first met in (outside my school), he was staring at exactly where I stood, and then he turned to me and smiled showing off his perfect teeth. I didn't understand why he was smiling so big so I started laughing.
Me: why are you smiling so big Roc?
Roc: this is where I first met you
Me: *patronising him* I know
Roc: well as soon as I saw you I wanted to do this
I went on my tip toes and leaned in; he brushed my lips then looked behind my shoulder as he grabbed my ass, and started tapping it allowing a little bounce motion. Playfully, I pushed him away from me and we both started laughing, I realised that being with him made me feel that I could be anywhere in the world and in any situation yet I won't lack warm and care. He didn't even know me yet he made me feel as though he would care for me no matter what I tell him - Even if it's my past. I bit my lip at the thought, I knew that if I was able to tell him the truth and he would still care than I've truly found "the one"
Roc: you thinking about me?
I blushed at his ironic comment, and he smirked, I nudged him a little then held his hand.
Roc: you're hands are so cold...
Me: they always are
I smiled, no one understood that my hands and feet were pretty much always cold unless I was unwell; he looked at me with a concerned look.
Roc: it's July, how is that even possible
me: my mom once told me it's either because I'm evil and conniving or because I'm special to the world
Roc: I think it's a bit of both
Me: hey, that's not even fair!
Roc: get over it, you're the one that fooled us all today with your "I thought you were with Renee act"
He tried to mimic me and I laughed out loud; he smirked and shook his head.
Roc: you think you've got me whipped, don't you?
me: naw, I know you want me
I said prestigiously, he smirked again.
Roc: *in a very deep and masculine voice* baby you sure is fine but if you wanna act like an uptight lady I'm gonna have to loosen you right up!
My jaw dropped, he thought he was slick but I knew exactly what he meant, I bursted out laughing until my stomach cramped and tears poured out my eyes, he laughed with me at first but then he stopped and stared at me with a huge grin.
Me: *still giggling* what, why are you staring at me like that
Roc: because you're so beautiful... I've never met anyone like you
Me: *strong southern accent* oh no, don't you lie to my face and say such things! You have quite the reputation here, sunny boy, I know about all of them past little ladies you had and I'm not gonna to be compared to any of them no sir!
He laughed the hardest I had ever heard him do, it brought warmth to me, I beamed a smile that caught his eye and left him mesmerised.
Roc: *Mexican accent* sorry mammi
Me: nigga you ain't Princeton!
Roc: naw... Because prince can't do this to you
He gripped my ass and pulled me close to him then bit my bottom lip dragging me millimetres away from him
Me: you little freak
Roc: you ain't seen shit
Then our lips touches sparking a firework in my body, I responded to the kiss like no other; although in all secrecy my first kiss was the one I planted on him the day we first met, I always acknowledged this kiss as my first because it gave me the feelings you'd always read in the books "weak knees, sweaty palms, heart attempting to burst through your chest, not to mention the sensation in your belly." It was all there, and I love it...until LJ ruined it.
LJ: YOU'RE ALL DISGUSTING! HOW ARE KISSING THEM WHEN YOU'VE JUST MET THEM, JUST BECAUSE THEY FAMOUS? NAA... You guys are doing wrong; I don't want wanna be there to see you get hurt! I'm leaving, my stuff is packed and I can get a bus home. Deuces mindless behavior, tell your fans about me... And try not to hurt my friends too much. !
I was so shocked by the reaction, when I pulled away from the kiss my hands were still trembling from the shock and anger, soon after everyone came rushing out as if they were running after her. We had no idea how everyone out-of-nowhere everyone knew where him and I were but we didn't care to pull away from each other, we stood his hands around my waist and mine resting on his chest. We exchanged discreet looks from everyone, mine was mostly awkward with Tyra but I was done hiding my feelings for Roc...she has Ray now.
Ayana: Come on Lemon Jam! Why you gotta be like that? Just calm down yeah babe?
Lj: no. I gotta say it straight because I love y'all... I'm leaving; I've made my mind up. And bitch I think I've told you before my name is LOUISE JUNIOR! Asshole...
Until then only you realise that she wasn't joking, she was raging. The boys looked gobsmacked, you girls were used to it but you could tell that this time she wasn't to be messed with, you realised that you were better off calling her later because going after her would just ruin your relationship. You all watch her leave, you all want to make things right but secretly you knew she was right... you knew that at you only had a limited amount of time with someone you've fallen for.
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