Rapid Reactions (A Mindless Behavior Story)

Great Losses

Previously: Ray manages to convince Tyra to meet him so that he can take her back onto the bus; conversely, he didn't expect to see her with Roger - who looked a complete mess. He gets her into the Taxi then goes back into McDonalds to confront Roger about his unpleasant look, however, he is left confused when he behaves strangely and mentions something about Diggy. Meanwhile, (yn) is speaking to Diggy about her situation, and in the process of the conversation she questions her love for Roc, but when Diggy mentions something about Khalil she realises what she has to do to stop his behaviour.

*RAY'S POV*.

We walked inside the bus and everyone was happy to see us, they were happier to see Tyra than me but they were nevertheless happy, she looked happy to be back too. I wanted to tell her everything, so that we can start afresh and start something between us but she still seem mad me, she didn't even know what I went to do at Bella's and she was acting like I was cheating on her but we aren't even together…yet. I realised that my feelings for (yn) had blocked me from seeing anyone else; there was beautiful, funny, girl right in front of me but I found her nothing but annoying until that point. Watching her laugh and smile with everyone else just made me smile, I didn't have feelings for her yet but I still found myself smiling at her whenever she did something cute... like breathe, she breathes cute. 

Me: Tyra, I need to talk to you

Tyra: well I don't want to talk to you.

She said it with a sarcastic smile on her face; everyone looked at her with a shocked face, but she turned her back on me and continued talking to Aimee, but it was obvious that Aimee wanted her to talk to me because she didn't want her to stay mad at me

Aimee: honey, I think you need to speak to him

Tyra: I have nothing to say to him

Me: well I have tons to say to you

Tyra: well I don't fucking care

Ayana: *annoyed* again with the swearing

Tyra: like you don't fucking do it

Ayana: I don't abuse the words, I use them when necessary

Tyra: well bitch, I think you will find my name isn’t Ayana!

Everyone started laughing; we had all missed her, even if she was a little weird. Even she had a little giggle and then she walked out to me.

Tyra: do not make me regret speaking to you

I put my hands up as if I was surrendering to her then I nodded at her, she gave me a serious look then turned back to Aimee for confirmation, Aimee winked at her then nodded and she walked with me into the Boys' room. I sat her down and apologized at first but she glared at me with an attitude.

Tyra: do you even know what you're apologising for?

Me: do you even know why I'm apologizing? 

She rolled her eyes and I proceeded with the conversation, starting off by telling her my feelings for (yn) and how they developed so rapidly, then I told her about what (yn) told me herself. I didn't tell her about the kisses (yn) and I shared because that would stir up trouble but I told her about me confronting (yn) about it. I explained to her how my feelings for (yn) blocked any potential feelings I had for her, she stared at me drinking in my every word without a facial expression which made me feel nervous. I licked my lips and combed my hair with my fingers then continued, I then told her that having sex with her was a mistake and I apologised for taking her virginity without even caring about her, she looked away as a single tear fell from her eye, I cupped her face and told her that I was willing to start anew with her so that I could say I at least tired with her.