Misinterpretation of Your Own Damn Situation

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Previously: Aimee realises she doesn't want to live anymore after finding out that Khalil is out of jail and passes out in the sea she was swimming in, but Princeton is there and tries to save her but doesn't think he can make it because they were too far into the water and the waves were too rough, he didn't believe he had the strength.

*(YN)'S POV*

Holy let us sleep in the guess room but I was kind of nervous because it took me 'til midnight to realise that I was actually going to sleep in the same bed as Roc, we were all sitting and watching TV but I had zoned out while Roc and Lee spoke... I was still in shock over my day. I couldn't believe how he had defended me when we bump into Holy, he called said I was "his girl" I knew we seeing each other but he hadn't officially asked me to be his girlfriend. I really liked him, he was so good to me, and he's been the best thing I've had for the past 6 years... but he doesn't deserve me or my broken lifestyle.

Lee: shit Chresanto, do you think your slick? You bagged yourself a good one though

Roc: what you calling me by my Christian name now Holy? She's, real special to me...I don't know what it is about her but she's so beautiful to me

Lee: haha well I can tell you why... you love her...

Roc: yeah... I guess I do

*ROC'S POV*

I looked at her, she was in her own little world she didn't have a clue what was going on, I did love her but I hadn't even asked her to be my girlfriend yet and all I could think about is her being in my life for the rest of it.

U: well, I'm go smoke and then well go to bed. Try talking to her she'll love you, because you may be crazy as fuck but your loveable.

Lee: man, shut up and go smoke.

*LEE'SPOV*

U: (yn)

(Yn): huh, what? Oh sorry, where did Roc go?

U: to smoke, he'll be back... listen I wanna apologise, I shouldn't of jumped to conclusions like I did, but you knew about everything and even though we didn't know each other I felt stabbed in the back. I don't know, I'm just really sorry I shouldn't have done what I did, and I really want to start over with you...

(yn): listen Holy, I understand exactly what you're going through, my friend went through much worse so I know how to support people in these situations, I expected that reaction from you especially since when I first saw Diggy I was flirting with him. He loves you, I know he does and that's why I pushed him to tell you. You're love for each other is so cute, and I hope you can find it in your heart to forgive him.

U: aww that's sweet, but you don't understand, Diggy ... Daniel saved me from what could have killed me and in the process put us both in danger, he promised to never do anything to hurt me. He was my protector, my lover and my best friend and then he took my trust and burnt it because he was... scared? I loved him, and now I'm pregnant and he hates me... I can't say I don't forgive him or I don't still love him because that would be a lie but I am hurt and disappointed in him, and I don't think things will ever be the same if we were to ever be together again, *a tears rolls from your right eye* we've lost each other's trust.

Bless (yn) she was so loving, she came up to me and gave me a hug then wiped my tears away, and then she held my hand and looked me in the eyes.

(Yn): God wouldn't have put Diggy into your life for no reason, I've only known you guys for just less than 3 days and I can already tell that you and he were meant for each other. But the thing is, I'm not psychic, only god will know your future so whether your meant to be with each other after this is a mystery... but it's up to you if you wanna fight for him, if you really love him you'd let go of your anger for him and call him, fight for your man... before it's too late.

U: he'll never forgive me... what I did to him... he probably hates me now

(Yn): he does not hate you, he loves you... I'm sure whatever you did isn't as bad as your making it seem. I'm telling you, all you guys need to do is communicate, like I said to him, the first step was to confess and what comes after takes progress and patience... give each other time to think, get back in your right state of mind - Then you can get your man back.

U: you don't understand... I'm pregnant... but not with Diggy's child... it's Spin's

Roc: I see you two are getting close :)

(Yn): babe can you go get me a drink and take your time

Roc: ohh... heart to heart time?

U: please leave

When he left (yn) turned her attention back to me, she looked shocked but not at all disgusted, and instead she looked as though she felt hurt.

(Yn): how did this happen?

U: it was 2 months ago when Daniel was about finish his tour, he told me he'd meet me at a restaurant but then he's fans ambushed him and he couldn't see me for another week... I was so angry so I let my friend convince me to go to a club...

I told her the rest of the story with a straight face, I was done crying because of my stupidity, and I witnessed her facial expressions change from shock to misbelief... and disappointment. By the end of the story she couldn't close her mouth, her jaw was dropped and her eyes were wide. She tried to speak but no word came out, that's what broke me down, I cried but I was shocked to feel her arms around me hushing me...

(Yn): I'm not judging you, I'm shocked because... because you don't understand the situation of the matter yourself....

U: I do, I had sex with Spin and now I'm pregnant with his child...

(YN): have you spoken to him

U: yeah, that's the worst thing! When we saw each other we argued and blamed one another but then he told me that I wasn't drunk, "if I was I wouldn't have remembered it so clearly" I could of sworn that I called out Diggy's name but he hammered it down that I was wrong and that all he could hear was me screaming out his name and begging him for more... then he kissed me. I liked it, he was so sweet to me, I hadn't had affection for months and all I wanted was love... we didn't have sex again but we came close, when all of this was happening all I did was image that he was Diggy...

(Yn): do you not realise what happened to you?! You didn't cheat on Diggy, you were tricked! Spin, raped you then took advantage of the situation and manipulated you into believing that youwanted it!! Then he seduced you when you was vulnerable then tricked you into believing you liked it! It's not your fault...

U: I... no.... that can't be right...

(yn): it is! You we-

Roc: baby I got you a Fanta and I got Holy some orange juice :D

U: ... I need to go to bed.

(Yn): holy...

U: no! Let me go to my damn bed and think!

Roc: ...baby what did you do?

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