Rapid Reactions (A Mindless Behavior Story)

Sexual Frustration

Previously: Ray and (Yn) have time to think about the kiss they shared alone but when they’re finally alone, (yn) realises she is attracted to him and he seduces her while she is too weak to fight back. When everyone returns and she is alone with Chresanto (Rocroyal) she comprehends that she loves Chresanto too much to lose him and the offer Ray gave her is invalid because of her feelings for her boyfriend.

I was still lying with Chres, he was holding my waist and I had my head in his chest, I felt like I was on cloud with him. He was playing with my madly curly hair, while we spoke about how the mindless behavior career is going.

Chres: we trying to come up with a new single, but we need a collab’

Me: you should get Diggy down

Chres: yeah but I think he has so much more on his mind than the studio

Me: true...

Chres: hey, maybe we can do one with you, to get you known

Me: *giggling and looking him in the eye* you cannot be serious right now

Chres: I am we can talk to Keisha

Me: don't get your hopes up high baby.

Chres: *pecking me on the lips* I can make it happen

I blushed through the kiss and he smiled, I grabbed his hand and out fingers where entwined, I kissed him passionately. A few minutes later we pulled away from the kiss and I rolled on top of him and sat on him, riding style, and told that I had to go tell Ray to call Tyra. He gave a disappointed look that made me feel guilty, I felt horrible for letting Ray kiss me, although he didn't kiss me on the lips he violated me and I let it happen. I gave him a weak smile and pecked his cheek then got off of him, he grabbed my wrist and pulled my face to his level then kissed me on the lips, I smiled through the kiss and he did the same. He let go of my hand and I walked out of the room, I didn't want to announce that wanted to talk to Ray alone so I texted him and told him to meet me outside the bus.

Ray: I'm already here honey

Me: ok.

I walked out and he was in basketball shorts and a black vest top, his hair was out and he smirked at me and I walked towards him with a blank expression. I stood directly in front of him and glared at him, this simply made him snigger.

Ray: what's your problem?

Me: no, Rayan, what's yours?

Ray: my problem is that I'm falling for a girl that my boy loves and even though it kills me that I'm being so selfish by wanting you… you're perfect for me. I know you love him and I'm sorry for the way I behaved earlier but that kiss had me in a different state of mind and I just wanted to taste you one more time.

He looked sincere but I hated the fact that he being so sweet to me; but I didn't call him out to fall for him or to lead him on, I called him out to tell him how I feel and what I had figure out. I didn't lie to Chres either, I wanted Ray to call Tyra and apologise to her, and she needed to come back. He continued as I thought about all of this

Ray: the reason I asked you "why Chres" is because from the moment you saw him you blushed and smiled hard before you had even glanced at me, *chuckling* that was an attraction between you and him that even Stevie wonder could of seen  but then you saw me and I didn't know what to do with myself... I was so mad that Chres had got to you already. I was serious about the choice I gave you earlier though, I want you to think hard about who you want because you haven't even given me a Chance and from the way you didn't resist me I can tell you feel something for me. I don't care how long it is, I'm gonna wait for you and the only I will know to stop is if tell me your true feelings for me without a trace of a lie.

I was left dumbfounded for five minutes, I didn't realise that Ray had that level of humanity and maturity. I was used to the sarcastic and funny boy but this Ray was someone completely new. I tried hard to dig deep inside and tell myself that it will always be Chres but the more I stayed with Ray the more I caught feelings. I had left my facial expression vulnerable of being read for too long so I made a quick change, I gave an honest look and eyed Ray softly. He smiled at me and I gave him a half smile back, he was waiting for my response so I spoke up.

Me: that was probably the humblest thing I've ever heard you say and I like this side of you, it's respectable and it's worthy of my feelings however I haven't fallen into your trap completely.

He looked at me confused; I had a lot of time to control my feelings, emotions and appearance in my time at juvi so I knew how to trick people very easily. The face I pulled was so honest it was ruthless, everything that was about to come from my mouth would be read and acknowledged as the truth because of my ability. In other words, I'm an extremely talented liar and I was about to lie to Rayan Lopez. I didn't want to lose Chres so I had to get rid of the idea of there even being a choice.  

Me: *sniggering* yeah you look confused, let me spell this out to you. I'm sorry that I lead you on, but the only person here that I would fall for is the person who spoke those words to me before but that person isn't you and I don't want to change you. The person who spoke was Rayan Lopez and he is very intellectual and admirable but the person I've to know for the past 4 days isn't Rayan Lopez its Ray - and I have no feelings for Ray. I'm sorry but I say with all honesty and no deceit in me... Its Chres I chose and it was Chres and it always will be Chresanto Lorenzo Romelo August! I fell for Rocroyal, him... Perhaps you would have stood a chance with Roc but... There's NO competition when it comes to Chresanto.

He stood there so hurt I thought he was going to cry, I was dying inside I had lied so harshly it was hurting me, most of what I said was true but the part about me having no feeling for Ray was a lie. I kept a sympathetic expression and he clenched his jaw, he's eyes well with tears but he violently blinked them away, he stiffly went to walk toward the bus but I pulled him back to me and dragged him around the corner, I had to do this at least once to get it out of my system. I dragged him with all the strength in me to the nearest corner and then let go and looked him in the eye full of lust.

Me: this is for You Ray because we need to do this one last time to end it completely, we need to release this from out system and forget about it.

He looked at me confused and then I leaned in kissed him, he was slow to react at first but as soon as he realise he placed his hands on my ass and pulled me towards him, I throw my arms around his neck and brushed my tongue against his lips asking for an entrance. Our lips moved in sync and as our tongues touched I felt a rush through our bodies. I felt his "little man" jump up as I kissed his neck and he groaned. I smiled and pulled away then told him to remember to call Tyra expressionlessly. I walked right past the bus and let the tears fall. I’d betrayed Chres… my wonderful boyfriend that I had yet to know more about, one day into the relationship and I’m already ruining it! He was right… he knew I was a hoe from the day he saw me, I’m only making it more obvious…

When I walked right into someone I wasn't expecting, he held me in arms as I cried in his chest

??: what happened this time

Me: you have no idea Diggy.