Previously: Lee and Diggy watch a movie but then things get… intermit. Then lee realises that she loves Diggy so much that she can’t image life without him, she’s struggling to cope with the fact she might lose Diggy to the truth…
??: ermm Daniel we have to talk…
Daniel: hold on I just gotta finish this level and then I’m done.
??: no Daniel this is important.
He could tell from the way I was saying his formal name that I was being serious, my heart was between tearing and bursting, this was the moment I was gonna tell him the truth about my affair. This was the moment everything that went down last might and before that would be forgotten. This was the moment I would lose my Diggy…
??: Ive wanted to tell you this so many other times… but I didn’t have the courage, but by you showing me how much you loved me yesterday-making me feel so special and all-it made me feel like such a bitch. You deserve to know the truth but you have to know I love y-
Daniel: holy, what are you talking about *nervously laughs*
Holy: I need you to understand that I love you.
He nodded with a confused expression on his face, it looked as though he thought I was about to break up with him, but in reality it was much worse…
Holy: do you remember that night? The night you said you would meet me at the club because you was running late but I wanted to show off to my friends because I was mad at you? Well I made the biggest mistake of my life that day… I had too much to drink I was dancing in front of everyone and having fun one minute and then next I was knocked out… I blacked out and I only remember being in a room, it’s all a bit of a blur to me now anyways because I was under the influence of a LOT of alcohol but I do remember thinking I was with you the hold time…I… I honestly thought it was you… I even called out your name as well… it was… it dark-
Daniel: what are you on about… you’re… I don’t-
Holy: Daniel, that night I was in the darkest place ever…I had sex with another man
I could see the tears filling his eyes; I could almost feel his hearts tearing in half, it I was tearing up as well, it wasn’t even the worst part and his broken….
Holy: I… the… then next day I woke up sick and confused and I waited to see if you was coming with breakfast like you usually do… but it wasn’t you…
Daniel: who was it?
Holy: you have to understand we were both drunk and it didn’t mea-
Daniel: WHO WAS IT HOLY?!
Holy: it… *tears rolling down your face*… it was spin…
Daniel:…
Holy: and… I’m pregnant, with his child *choking on guilt and tears*
I was looking down ‘til that point, I had to look at him, I deserved to look him in the eye and see what pain I had caused, but I was surprised to find a fiery red face. I could see his temple vain through he’s caramel skin, I could see him gridding his jaw, then I didn’t see anything. I just yelped out, I felt a sharp pain in my face, and then I could feel my heart beat through my left eye. I was in so much shock all I could do was cry, I would never have thought he would ever touch me. But I was deceived; my faith in him was crushed. Daniel had punched me in the eye…
Holy: I can’t believ-
Daniel: DO NOT TALK TO ME ABOUT YOU CANT BELIEVE BITCH! I TRUSTED YOU, AND IT TURNS OUT YOU’RE A LITTLE HOE! WELL NOW YOU GONNA PAY *pulls out pistol* I GONNA KILL YOU, SPIN AND THAT LITTLE BABY OF YOURS… NO WAIT… ILL KILL SPIN THAT WAY YOU CAN KNOW YOU’RE THE CAUSE OF DEATH AND THEN KHALIL WILL FINISH YOUR LITTLE HEFFA ASS!!!!
Holy: DANIEL NO!!
??: *deep inhale*
??: baby shhh, it just a dream, it just a dream, im here… shhh
??: *crys*
??: don’t worry holy I got you
Diggy’s pov:
When I saw her laying there I automatically thought it was a sign from god, telling me that she’s not gonna react well. I was so worried for her, what if something was wrong with the baby? i needed to tell her at this precise moment with her in my arms…no more lies. I waited until she was calm and then the courage kicked in… bye bye my love, I will forever love you and I will never be able to express how sorry I am…
U: I know you’ve obviously just woke up from a terrible experience but I promised myself that first thing in the morning I would tell you this and it’s very important that you know today after everything I done for you yesterday. Not because I did it to make you feel like you have to forgive me but to remind you of how much I love you.
Lee: aww dig-
U: no, holy let me finish…
That shocked, I think she thought I was having one of my cute moment but at that point she had realise that something serious was about to happen and I could tell that she was already that slightest bit scared which broke me to pieces.
U: I had a hunch something was going on, I wasn’t sure whether my hunch was right or not but I knew something was definitely up… this scared the shit out of me, I was ready for what I thought was happening, I wasn’t ready to grow up out of this and I definitely didn’t want to leave you for it. I was stuck in what I thought was true dilemma, I just wanted to forget, I blamed myself for not wrapping up and protecting us from the mess. So… I… I…. I had affairs with other girls… well more like one night stands…. Even though I hated every second of it, I couldn’t stop because it was helping me to forget. It was doing what I need, it was only about 4 girls but it was a revolting thing to do and that was why I was avoiding you… Angela and (yn) talked me out of it and put some sense into me and that’s when I realised what I had. I’m so sorry Holy and I hope you understand that… from here on out it’s up to you were we stand but I will always love you.
Up until this point I was looking down and well everywhere besides her but I had to see what she like; I deserved to empathise her pain, so I looked right into her eyes. In her eyes I saw pain, I saw her world crashing down and I saw the tears falling down her soft face. Through her body language I saw her heart breaking, I could feel mine doing the same but hers was something different, she was feeling a pain like no other. Then her facial expression… it was the most shocking, it was blank… she just looked straight through me, like she was in a trance, she hadn’t made a sound, she just looked with tears gushing down her face…
I waited for her to say something but she stayed silent, she was really worrying me but I didn’t want to be the one to trigger her anger bursts, plus I figure I was the last person shed want to talk to so I just sat there looking at her trying to fight of my own tears…
U: Holy talk to me… tell me what your thinking…
L: *dryly* im think that I love you but I can never trust you… im thinking I should leave you but then that will make me a hypocrite I’m thinking I should scream and shout but im just so shocked. But before I let it all out, you need to know the truth about me. Im not the purest of them all…. Im pregnant so if that was your “hunch" you were right. However… *crying* the child isn’t yours… its Spin’s.
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