Rapid Reactions (A Mindless Behavior Story)

Confusion

Previously: Chres and (yn) talk about MB's future career then she leaves him to talk to Ray about what happened earlier and about Tyra, however, she realises that she has to lie to him in order for him to stop getting between her feelings for Chresanto but during the process her sexual frustration takes over and she kisses him after telling him there is no chance of her liking him... contradicting herself. After she pulls away from the lustful kiss she tells him to call Tyra and make sure she comes back on the bus; she starts to feel sorry for herself and feels guilty about her unfaithful behaviour, then suddenly bumps into Diggy Simmons and cries in his chest. He simply holds her and softly asks "what happened this time?" and not only does she realise that he is always the person she talks to in these situations but she notices that she's had ANOTHER problem with the boys.

*RAY'S POV*

I was left confused with (yn), she had coldly chose Chres over me without even having to consider what being with me would be like but then she kissed me... that kiss was filled with lust and passionate... and love. She was a really complicated girl but I made a promise to her that if she told me who she wanted truthfully I would leave her alone and I guess she had done it. I called Tyra after she left and she answered filled with attitude but she sounded relieved that I had called, even though it was late (1 in the morning) I managed to get her to meet me somewhere so that I could take her on the tour bus. I still didn't quite feel anything for her then but I realised that I had no chance with (yn) and so I could catch feelings for her. She said that she would meet me at the McDonald's five minutes away from where the bus was before because it had moved without her being on it, and I told her I was sorry. I truly was I didn't like what I did to her because she was a sweet girl and it was wrong of me to do that just because I wanted to and not because I loved her. I got there and she was talking to Roger, he looked a horrible and the sight of them together was slyly making me feel jealous.

Me: hey Tyra, baby, I'm really sorry *hugging her*

Tyra: *waiting for me to release her* yeah whatever RayRay

I turned to Roger and he bucked me, I asked him how he was but he was acting weird so I quickly changed the subject and asked him how he knew Tyra, she raised her eyebrow and smirked at how protective I sounded.

Tyra: I helped him take Diggy home; he was drunk... only a little bit. He was talking nonsense about Lee needing him

Me: what do you know about Lee?

Tyra: only that she's Diggy's girlfriend...

Me: oh well... the Taxi is outside waiting for us

Tyra: ok

She got up and hugged Roger in a flirty way, he returned the favour and I clenched my jaw. He thanked her for everything then we walked to the Taxi; I opened the door for her then told her I needed to go pee. She scoffed and sat back; I gave her weak smile and ran back inside. I found Roger and asked him why he looked a wreck.

Roger: man... I can't tell you

Me: what do you mean?

He looked guilty and started looking around then turned to me again, he had a serious expression

Roger: I need your help...

Me: sure man

Roger: find Diggy and tell him I had to do it, and that I'm sorry. He'll know what you mean, then tell him to find Lee because if he doesn't soon *looking around again then whispering* he'll kill her

Me: who?!

He walked away from me like he didn't know me, he was acting really weird, I decided I'll call Diggy straight after I got on the bus because I can't leave Ty in that taxi any longer. I got there she was looked annoyed as hell

Tyra: what'd you take a shit or something?

Me: naw baby I bumped into Rog

Tyra: whatever.

*YOUR POV*

I told Diggy everything, the complete truth, even how I really felt about Ray. He took me to a coffee shop after we bumped into each other and he listened to me carefully, I had no idea why I trusted him so much but I did and I felt that I could be safe to tell him these things even though he knew the boys way longer than he knew me.

Me: ... I'm such a hoe, I know I am, otherwise I wouldn't behave the way I do!

Diggy: naw sweetheart that isn't you, it's ok to feel something for more than one person

Me: but I've already ruined things with Chres before we could even be a proper relationship... I love him and I've done this already-

Diggy: look lil sis, what you did was wrong in many ways... but you had to do it, if you didn't do it and left your frustration for him longer then you could have done much worse. How old are you?

Me: 19

Diggy: *smirking* you're still young

Me: *scolding at him* don't talk to me like your ten years older than me...

Diggy: *chuckling* I just mean... you've only known Chres for less than a week and you're already in love with him...

I knew this already, and although he's words annoyed me, it made me think... I was young and I had never been in a steady relationship so how was I to know what love is? "People DO say it's a very complicated feeling... how can I already know and feel it for a person I've only known for 4 days..." I contemplated to myself. I looked up to Diggy and I'm sure my eyes were welling up

me: I may not love him... I may be feeling something else for him... But what I know is that I've never felt like this about anyone. Even though I've never had a steady boyfriend or been in an actual relationship, I've caught feelings for guys... I've liked them, shit I've had dreams about them for a week but with Chres... Ever since I spent the night at Lee's house, it felt more! It felt like if I wasn't with him anymore than I'll be useless because I've lost half of myself, he's all I think about - even if it's my subconscious mind. When I'm with him I get butterflies and I feel perfect and I feel as though no matter what's going on I can overcome it because they'll always be Chresanto to be there for me *smiling to myself* I don't know what love is but I sure as hell am pretty close to it when it comes to Chres...

Diggy: *chuckling* well haven't I been outsmarted, you love alright and... *confused* you said you spent the night at Lee's

me: oh shit yeah! It was the day of our First date! She tried to fight me but... *looking at Diggy's concerned face and realising what I have to tell him* listen Digg... Me and her spoke... She told me about her being pregnant with Spin's child and-

Diggy: I cannot believe they would ever do that...

Me: listen, It's not her fault! I hate to tell you this but the first time they had sex she was raped... He got her wasted as fuck then raped her and she thought it was you the whole time... He came to her house a few days later and seduced her manipulated her into believing that she cheated on you, your "boy" isn't nothing but a foul abomination! It wasn't her fault, trust me... She didn't even believe it herself, she's in denial, and she blames herself for being in her situation... But she loves you, and she forgives you and she's will to do anything for you as long as you help her-

Diggy: damn!

Me: I know but listen-

Diggy: you don't understand... I remember what happened earlier

Me: wait, what do you m-

Diggy: that bastard has my girl

Me: you're not making any sense

Diggy: I'm gonna kill that Khalil!

"Oh for fuck sake, did my ears just deceive me or did Daniel just say Khalil?" I thought to myself, I glanced at him and he was fiery red.

Me: *I was so angry I had reached the level of being unexplainably calm* now Daniel, you wouldn't be talking about Khalil Montel would you?

Diggy: you know him?!!

Me: I know him... And I'm gonna help you kill him.