Cotton Candy Kisses

Confront

I text Jake telling him okay and to rest. Which he ends up calling me and I have to talk to him for a good ten minutes so he could really believe I'm okay and he should rest. So I go to my classes as planned and I wait till break. I tap my foot against the tile floor and wait. Not focusing on the teacher or the book I have in front of me. I don't feel sad or angry to be honest I feel numb. I knew he wasn't perfect I knew he had hurt me before but never in a million years would I believe it was with my best friend. I should of just listened to the small part of me that told me he wasn't being faithful, that he's been cheating on me. But the whole relationship, through everything he's just been using me basically. I feel disgusted.

Jeremy didn't come to first period which means he either ditched or left the whole day and if he left with Jane then this will sorta all be for nothing. The bell rings and snaps me out of my day dreaming. I walk out the door and pass people swiftly. I come to a completely stop when I see her just a few feet away from me. She's smiling laughing talking with Destiny. With absolutely no care in the world. As I'm about to take a step forward a arm catches my hand and I spin around pulling my hand from their grip harshly.

"Woah Woah sorry miss Alice is just me" Louis puts his hand in the air in defense.

"Sorry I uh I thought it was someone else" Louis face expression changes but he still offers me a small smile.

"I was calling your name back there but you didn't hear me I guess. It looked like you were on a mission." He takes a deep breath, "I really need to start working out, is everything okay you aren't all smiley and giggly"

"I'm fine really I just I need to talk to Jane really quick" he can read me I know he can. I'm exhausted right now from pretending. "Okay no I'm not fine I'm not. Jeremy he, he's been cheating on me our entire relationship and basically just using me as some sort of prize possession, I don't know" my voice cracks and I'm trying my hardest to hold in my tears. The lump in my throat hurts while I just swallow it down.

"Awh Alice I'm so sorry shit I had no idea and if I did I swear I would of came to you" Louis looks hurt and he brings his hands up and rubs my arm awkwardly. "Where is the piece of shit I swear I'll bash his fac-"

"It's not worth it Louis. I just I need to talk to Jane before I change my mind" I sigh and rub my eyes to move any sort of tears that may have fallen.

"Yeah of course. You know where to find me and if you need a little relaxer come find me" he gives me one last hug, squeezing my insides. "Wait I hope you mean you need to talk to Jane because she's your best friend and not because-" he looks at me face while I slowly nod my head for the second reason. "That little bitch I know a couple of girls that wo-" I laugh while he cracks a smile.

"Its okay I got it under control and she doesn't know I know so I'm just going to have little bit of fun" I didn't expect to say that. In all honesty I was going to confront her. I was going to call her out on her bullshit. But not anymore. "I'll talk to you in a bit"

"Okay love," he gives me one last hug and smile before turning away. I watch him leave and swiftly turn around with a smile on my face.

Jane is still standing by my locker looking at her phone. A smile grows on her face and I want to vomit by the sight of it.

"Hey, babe" I say while walking to her. Her head snaps up and she smiles at me, shoving her phone in her pocket.

"Hey!" She wraps her arms around me and I want to slap her arm away. It feels gross. "I miss you, I feel like we haven't been hanging out a lot lately" She let's me go but keeps a arm slung around my shoulder.

"Yeah I was hoping to see you at Nialls but you never showed up" I say while toying with the ring I wore on my finger, quickly switching it to my ring finger. "I have amazing news!"