Roses of Possession (BOOK 1 || EDITING)

21: Let Me Love You

☪Dark and Mysterious Love Trilogy:

"Roses of Possession"

21: Let Me Love You

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Much as you blame yourself, you can't be blamed for the way you feel.  

Had no example of a love, that was even remotely real. 

How can you understand something you never had? If you just let me, I can help you out with all of that.

I can see the pain behind your eyes, 

It's been there for quite a while 

I just wanna be the one to remind what it is to smile. 

I would like to show you what true love can really do

Just let me love you and I will love you until you learn to love yourself and with all your troubles, don't be afraid, please let me help. Just let me love you and you'll learn to love yourself. A heart of numbness, gets brought to life, I'll take you there... ✧ 

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♔[Jane's POV]♔

"We should've just walked." Niall silently complains again, rolling his eyes at the coachman's back facing us. "If we did, we're already there by now."

"Niall, you know why we can't." Zayn dumbly says, sending him a 'be-quiet' look. Yes, okay, I'm a human and I can't walk like them that fast but at least I could try. Zayn just stopped considering mine and Niall's offer reasonable.

For the past hour that we've been riding the carriage, all the blonde boy with bright blue eyes do is complain. He's been eager to get to the market to find for 'something to eat' which is quite strange to me.

If my memory serves me correctly, we ate before we left the palace. And I can notice that he's pretty much addicted to food. It might have been his personal addiction; I don't know.

"We'll, how long do you expect me to wait?" He pouts, rubbing his 'empty' stomach. Niall leans backward and sighed before looking at me. "You owe me something delicious."

Chuckling, I nod my head. Whatever you say Niall. "Yeah, I'd give you a whole lot of freshly roasted chicken that you can eat all by yourself."

"I'm holding onto that Jane."

I gazed outside the window, slightly feeling weird with Zayn's fingers intertwined with mine. I shouldn't be thinking of these stuffs when he can clearly read my mind but, there's no possible way I could keep myself from stopping to think about real deals.

It's absolutely unimaginable how I felt peace with him yesterday. He was there the entire time. He was there, holding me while Harry was holding her. How does that sound?

Zayn's aware that I was jealous and that I was completely hurt. And it was just amazing how he could accept the fact that although I wasn't trying to push him away, I wasn't also trying to keep him in.

He didn't stay because he knew it was one advantage but he did because he knows that I needed anyone but him.

I felt great.  

Never did I expect myself to one day be at peace with him. That wasn't a one day truce too. What happened with Zayn yesterday was real.

I opened up about Harry and he listened no matter how hurt he was. I could guess that and I know that. Harry left me at my best and Zayn had me at my worst. Well, I can see what love is about.