Roses of Possession (BOOK 1 || EDITING)

9: Horrid

☪Dark and Mysterious Love Trilogy:

"Roses of Possession"

9: Horrid

"You're Mine."

"You're Mine."

"You're Mine."

For the past two days, Jane wasn't able to digest things. She wasn't able to digest things going in and out her mind properly without shivering. She can't even digest the food that Ellen is making her eat. In fact, she hadn't eaten yet and it's quite a surprise. Normally, Jane could eat a hundred plates of food if that's still possible. Nobody but Trevor knows how wild Jane's stomach is when hungry.

Trevor. Jane repeated in her mind.

She wanted to but she can't refuse to think about it. Every moment of loneliness makes her desperate and depressed. It's true. Many might envy her for being a future Queen; for being able to make one of the respected, adored prince fall on his knees for her.

But, was it easy to be her? No.

She would do anything to trade her position with any other maiden who wishes to be her. The silence of the palace's halls, the dim and dark rooms, sounds of bats at night; all of them, they kill her. But most importantly, it was Zayn's and Harry's spirits fighting till Jane could sleep.

Every now and then, she could hear the two roar on the top of their lungs. They fight, fight, fight that all that matters is their fight. She tried talking to Zayn the day she came to the palace after the misunderstanding the three of them had. But, as expected, Zayn did not listen.

He pressed Jane on the tree's body, telling her that she now belong to him. He would not stop reminding her how he saved her from death; how he saved her from Damien. On the brighter side, Jane knew Zayn was somehow right. She's responsible to be greatful and thankful of Zayn rescuing her from hell. After all, Damien's hatred to their family will one way or another lead to the poor lady's death. But, with fear, Jane now wishes to be in Damien's manor than to offer herself willingly to someone she fears of.

"You wanted me to free you?" Zayn harshly asked, his cheeks slowly turning into red. "Jane, you must know that I already did! I had free you from Lord Damien's power and now you're mine!"

Jane was shaking back then. She was nervous and no one knows how scared she was. Zayn's grasp on her shoulder was hard. Sooner or later, his fingers would burn a mark. "This and that deal differs nothing Zayn." Jane says calmly yet, coldly. "I'll die everyday to think I'll soon be married to you."

"Just think about it!" Zayn starts to say, his tone almost convincing Jane. "With me, you can be the most powerful human that ever breathed on earth. You'll clear your father's name and get back the power and authority your family deserves! No one has to die or no one has to suffer."

No one has to suffer? Jane thought. Then what is she enduring for? What is she suffering for? If it means losing her life through something she knows she don't deserve, then she'd rather die. Jane has limits and she knows that deep down.