GALE'S POV
The same day…Nandito na ko sa bahay pero patuloy parin ako sa pagiisip ng mga hugot ni mamang driver…
I cant concentrate doing my report…
Because im still thinking of Asha and mamang driver's Hugot…or should i say,Advice.*TOCK*TOCK*
"Gale?kakain ka ba?"it's ate Krislane's voice
"Ahh,yeah…i'll just go if im already hungry…"kahit gutom na ko,hindi ako bababa,kukulitin lang nila ako ng kukulitin…
"Baby cous,im worrying about you…what's the matter?you can tell me,i'll never laugh or i will never intrude,hindi kita pangungunahan…i'll listen to you…"
She might gave me a little Advice about what's happening between me and Asha…
"Come in!"The door opened and ate Krislane is standing infront,she's facing me…
"Baby cous…what's the matter?"she asked when she sat beside me
"It's a big problem…regarding the 'two' of us…"i explained shortly
She place her arm in my shoulder,she's clinging…
"Asha and you?"she askedI just nod…
"Well,these past few days,i cant see Asha beside you…so,can you tell me?the real thing…"I took a deep breath…
"It's a long story,but i'll just give you the summary…"i chuckled when she glared at me"So…the problem is…''
After 30 minutes…
"Yeah,that's i---why the fuck are you crying?!"i was shock,after telling her the problem,she's crying…such a cry baby…
"Eh kase naman eh,ang sad!nakakadala ng emotion!that's why your being like that…"she said between her sniffs
"Yeah,and i dont know how to take her for a day…gusto ko uli sya makasama…kahit one day lang…just for one day,that would be enough to show her how i love her…"
She hugged me,a side hugged…
"That's your wish for your birthday?"ate Krislane asked meWait…my birthday?
"My birthday?"taka kong tanong"Yes!silly you!your own birthday,hindi mo alam?"natatawang tanong ni ate
Shit,sa dami kong iniisip nakakalimutan ko na birthday ko…
"Yeah,my wish for my birthday…sana,makasama ko uli si Asha,to prove her and her family how i love her…"i said without looking at her
"…just pray for it!no one knows,maybe,it might happen!…go out to your room and eat your lunch…kaninang breakfast,di ka kumain…kumain ka ha!hahambalusin kita ng patula!bye na!"ate Krislane is quite brutal and a sadist sometimes…but it's cute…
"Yeah,just go out!your annoying!"i chuckled when she storm out of my room…
Humiga nalang muna ako…nag iisip lang.
My heart unconsciously beats so fast if im with Asha…
And my mind shouts her name,her memories that im with…
Naudlot ang pag dadrama ko ng tumunog ang phone ko…
Asha's calling me…
"Asha?…thanked god you've called again!i missed you!"i said
"Haha…ako din naman…miss na miss kita…"why is there a hint of sadness in her voice?
"Is there a problem?you can tell me…"
"Ano ka ba?haha!…w-wala!wala!namiss lang talaga kita ng sobra!may sasabihin ako sayo…"she's sniffing
"Ano?"taka kong tanong
"…Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal kita…tandaan mo yan…sa bawat paglubog ng araw mas lalo kitang minamahal…tandaan mo yan…"
Awtomatik akong napangiti…
"I love you to the nth power!ikaw lang!And im glad we feel the same!i love you!"kahit lalaki ako marunong ako kiligin…hehe!"Alagaan mo sarili mo ha?kailangan mo ng tumayo sa sarili mong mga paa,kailangan mong maka survive kahit anong mangyari ha?…kase ako,pipilitiin ko…"she's crying…
"Asha,stop crying…where are you?pupuntahan kita,i'll wipe those tears…i dont want you to cry…"bakit feeling ko,nasasaktan ako sa mga pinaparating nya?hindi ko maintindihan…
"No…you dont have to…im fine,sinisipon ako eh,hehe,pasensya ka na,sipon ko eh…haha!basta Gale…tandaan mo lagi,mahal kita!mahal na mahal…sobra… na yung tipong kaya kong isuko lahat…''
And she ended it already…why the hell is that?ano bang ibig nyang sabihin?
I unconsciously wipe my cheek's…at basa…umiiyak ako…
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Monday…
"Love…how can you define Love in your own words?"mrs.DeShana asked all of us
Samantha raised her hand…
"Yes,ms.Samantha?"She stood up…
"Well,para sakin ang Love…distinguishable facts,the first one is,Love…it has a strong impact to others,minsan,sobra sobra ang pagmamahal nila sa isat isa,minsan,kulang…Love cant be measured…and the last is…Love often,destroy a life…example…nagmahal ka,minahal ka rin nya…now…the problem is,you cant cope up with your feelings,laging may kulang…so pinili nalang ng isat isa na…maghiwalay… "
samantha paused for a while…"…So ang end,ang isa sa kanila,iiyak…magagalit sa mga bagay bagay…nagagalit sa mundo,sa sarili…kase…sumuko agad…''
There's a long silence after what she explained…
And…maya maya…
"VERY GOOD,MS. DESTINY SAMANTHA DALLE ANDERSON!THAT WAS AMAZING! "puri ni mrs.DeShana kay Samantha
Samantha just smile…a sincere one…
She's very adorable…akala mo sa unang tingin,easy go lucky lang sya,pero mali kayo…she's dedicated in studying…a hard working student"Mr.Gale…can you explain what is heartbreak?"ano bang klaseng tanong yan?!
I Stood up…"Heartbreak?…it is a…let's say…a very common illness for people who are inlove…heartbreak,usually occur when a relationship cant work out…ang problema lang kase,mahal nyo naman ang isat isa,binibitawan nyo naman agad…you suppose to be waiting…kung meron kayong pinanghahawakan,kumapit kayo dun…i cant bearly think…why does people broke up because of a simple problem?"and i sat down…they're glaring at me?am i right?
"So.Mr.Gale Alexerise Perez,you are saying na?"Madam asked me
"Why do people let go?and just go?"
And the bell rings…
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Is it to late?
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BINABASA MO ANG
FRAGILE IDENTITY
RomanceIm fragile... Im weak... Im just nobody... in short,im Vulnerable...