FRAGILE IDENTITY

WHEN THERE IS SOMETHING DIFFRENT...

GALE'S POV

Pagka labas ko sa room,sumilip agad ako sa room ng section two…and…
I feel something different…

And may lumapit sakin…
"Sinong hinahanap mo?"she asked me

"Uhmmm…im looking for Asha…did she attend class?"i asked…i hope she says yes…

"Hindi eh…ang sabi ng class monitor namen…walang binigay na sulat o kahit ano…basta ang alam namen,alam ni madam Delvalle ang dahilan…sige,una na ko!"but before she walked away…i called her again…

"Bakit?"

"What's your name?"tanong ko

"Destiny Faith…Nice to meet you…Gale…"
And she walked passed through me

I was left dumbfounded…

She knows me…
Like duh?!im the top three in section one,of course,She definitely knows me!im being dumb now!

But…that's not my problem…I cant find asha…

I have to asked Jasmine about this…

I called her up,and she answered it after 3 rings…

"Hello,pinsan!"kate greeted

"Hey,i wanna ask something…is it okay?"

"Nagtatanong ka na,wag kang tanga!"like,seriously!?what the hell?

"That's not what i meant!stop being a stupid one!i want to ask if you saw Asha?"

"Bobo ka ba?arts department ako,hindi Science base sec!wag tanga!"kunti nalang,masasapak ko na toh!kapag nakita ko sya!sasapakin ko toh kahit babae sya!nah!i'll not do that stupid thing,i respect my cousin to much…

"Can you answer my question without saying foul words?…just answer my question already!"i demanded

"Punyeta,oo na!nakita ko sya kanina!papunta sya sa office ng head!ewan ko kung bakit,kasama nya  kase yung kambal nya eh!ang pogi!hihihi!"ano namang ginawa nya dun?

"What did she do?"

"Wag kang tanga!ang sabi ko hindi ko nga alam!bobo eh!wag kasing  tatanga tanga!ay jusko lord!"patience,Gale…patience…that girl who keeps cursing on you is your cousin

"Yeah…okay…bye…"

"Tangina!ganun lang!walang thank you?punye---"

*toot~toot*

She's to loud,to be a girl…

I walked my way to our next class,but surprisingly…the English room is closed…i guess,it's vacant…

"HOY!"

"FUCKING SHIT!"i exclaimed

"Hahahahaha!lintek na mukha mo yan!ang sarap piksturan!wahahahaha!--ay pota!"the one and only noisy

"FUCK YOU,HANNAH VENICE!!!!!!!!!!!"and i tried to catch her…babae ba talaga to?ang bilis tumakbo eh!

"HAHAHAHAHAHA!ANG PANGIT NI GALE!MUKHA SYANG ISANG MALAKING JOKE!"hannah shouted while were running…this is unbelievable!

"MS.HANNAH VENICE MARIANO AND MR.GALE ALEXERISE PEREZ!WHAT ARE YOU TWO DOING!?"ay shit,si madam Lesana

"GO TO THE OFFICE OF THE DEAN!YOU TWO ARE FLIRTING!HINDI NYO BA NAKIKITA,ANG DAMI NG NAKATINGIN SAINYO!JUST GO TO THE OFFICE OF THE DEAN!"

i turn around my head…and our teacher is right…

"Ang epal naman ni Madam…"i heared Hannah whisper

Siniko ko sya ng pasimple…panu pag narinig yan ni madam?

"Opo,were very sorry…"pag sorry ko

"You two should be,and better go…"and she entered her room

"Now what?shit…"i was about to walk when she called me

"Huy,Gale…"

I turned my head to face her…
"What?"masungit kong tanong

"Taray neto!tara na!pers taymer ka lang diba?masaya dun!"like…what the fuck?anong masaya dun sa deans office?!is she's insane!?

"Like seriously?!anung masaya dun?!kasalanan mo to eh!kung hindi ka nangbubulagbog,edi sana,nasa room tayo at nag aaral para sa examinations!pero,hindi eh!nandito tayo sa labas and worst,pupunta pa sa dean's office…do you even understand that?!"

Her emotion…she's shock…i was furious…maybe because sa galit ko…

"Just forget it…wala ka namang pake sa pag aaral mo diba?okay,be it…just dont blame me for this shit…be responsible…be like Asha…"patalikod na sana ako pero…bigla syang nagsalita…

"Yan naman kayong lahat eh…hindi nyo kase ako naiintindihan…hindi nyo nararamdaman ang sakit!yung lungkot!yung pakiramdam ng pinagkukumpara kayo!yung,ikaw lagi ang sinisi kahit hindi!ikaw ang nagmumukhang masama!hindi nyo naranasan yun!sawang sawa na 'kong ikumpara!nakakasawa na!ang sakit sakit na!gabi gabi ko nalang bang maririnig at maiisip yung mga pagkukumpara samin?!ganun ba?kulang nalang mabingi ako sa mga salitang yun!ayoko na!araw araw,gabi gabi,buwan buwan,taon taon,hindi lumilipas yan ng walang pagkukumpara at pang sisisi!sana isipin nyo naman na nasasaktan ako!tao rin ako!hindi lang ako bastang materyal na bagay!hindi ako matapang!sa panlabas pede!pero,kung sa loob looban ko,basag na basag na ko!pero wala akong magawa eh!itong punyetang buhay na to,mas lalong naging punyeta!hindi nyo alam kung ano ang sakit!yung wala ka ng kakampi!yung pakiramdam ng nasa tabi mo ang pamilya mo pero pakiramdam mo ang layo layo nila!distansyang distanya sila sakin!kahit ako sinisisi ko narin ang sarili ko!ang tanga ko!ang tanga tanga ko!…gusto kong ipagsigawan sa mundo na pagod na kong umiyak!pagod na kong tanggapin ang lahat ng bagay na sumisira sakin!ayoko na!akala ko,pamilya ko lang…pero mali ako…maling mali…mga manghuhusga rin kayo…pareho pareho lang kayo ng pamilya ko!''and she walked out…she's broken…
Mali ako…pero…haist…oo na!mali nga ako!maling mali!

Pumunta na ako sa dean's office…

"Good morning sir…"Bati ko ng makapasok ako

"Good morning rin…have a seat…"he looks so…ermm…masungit…

"Well,Mr.Perez,i didnt expect na mapapadpad ka rito…how surprisingly?''sabi nya with matching taas kilay pa…bakla ba toh?

"Well,as expected…hindi nanaman sumipot si Ms.Mariano…suki na sya dito…halos lumaki na rin sya rito…and let me guess,gawa nya kung bakit ka narito?…she harass you,didnt she?''

Tumango nalang ako…
magsasalita pa sana sya ng may kumatok…

"Mr.Delos Reyos,nandito na po yung report card na hinihingi nyo…"mrs.Delvalle,sec.2 adviser

"Thank you…you can leave now…"i turn my head and look down on his table…and surprisingly…there's a another report card and there's a name on it…a name that i cant forget…

"Sorry for making you wait…inaasikaso ko itong papel ng magpapa transfer sa ibang school…

Si Ms.Natasha Ellaine Mariano…"

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Be strong…

Clue:hated