FRAGILE IDENTITY

LOVE YOURSELF

GALE'S POV

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GALE'S POV

KINABUKASAN…

pagkapasok ko sa room bigla silang natahimik…

"GALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WELCOME BACK!"sigawan nila

I smiled,they really missed me…

"GALE!THANKED GODNESS,PUMASOK KA NA!ANG DAMI MONG NAMISS NA LESSONS!PERO,ALAM KONG MAKAKASABAY KA NAMAN EH!"sigaw ni Dylan

I just nod my head…
And walked my way to my seat…and iba na ang katabi ko…hindi na si Eros…
It's Xyries,the top 4…

She didnt noticed me,busy sya sa pagbabasa ng novel book nya…

I sat beside her and watch my classmate's do their different business…

"So,how's your life?…"i flinched when someone talk
And it's Xyries

"It's…Not fine…"why would i lie?it's better to tell her the truth…the truth that im hurt…

"I thought you would lie,but surprisly,you didnt…"her attention is  still on her book…

"Why would i?there's no reason for me to lie…"i answered

She adjusted her eyeglasses…
"Whether there's a reason or not,you will lie…lying is a choice,a choice that a person cant keep…though,they're still thinking that lying could be a cause of some problem between their mind and conscience…"and finally,she looked at me…

"What are you trying to say?"i asked her to be in the point,im confused because of her words…

"Just,try to be more observer than before and dont be a pathetic martyr…feel what you feel,not other's want to feel…"and she payed her attention on her book again…

feel what you feel,not other's want to feel…

feel what you feel,not other's want to feel…

I dont understand her point…can she already tell me her true point?
For me to understand and not to be confused?

"GOOD MORNING,CLASS!"
our Science Adviser finally arrived

She looked at me and she smiled…
"You finally decided to attend school,Gale…that's a good thing,keep it up…"

I just nod …

Nagdiscuss lang sya ng nagdiscuss,hindi naman ako nakikinig…alam ko na yan…

"So,class dismiss,i hope,makapasa kayo kahit lagi naman…haha!so,good bye!and good luck!"

I stood up and handed for my bag…

"You look miserable…"that voice…

"Oh,you again…"i said

"You look miserable…so miserable that i can easily beat you up…"he said

"Fuck off,i dont need trashes in my life…"i said and i am about to walk but he said the words that i dont want to hear…

"So,you dont need your Father,because he's just a Trash?…what a hurtful truth?…tsk!tsk!tsk!"i clenched my fist and faced him

"ANO BANG PROBLEMA MO?!GAGO KA AH!"and i grab he's collar

"Woah,easy,your so tense!im just stating a fact…"and he smirked

"STOP BEING A STUPID GUY!YOU DONT KNOW,EVERYTHING!"madiin kong sabi

"Well,your wrong…your definitely wrong…cause,the guy you are talking to is the devil that will wreck you into pieces…"and he removed my hands walked his way to left this room

what the fuck is he talking about?

"Tarantado pala yun ah…"someone spoke out of nowhere

Nagpalinga linga ako pero wala akong makita…
"Tanga!dito sa shelves!"

Tumingin ako dun at…nandun si Hannah…

"What the hell are you doing in there?"tanong ko

"Nice!the Rude and Cursing Machine is back!welcome back brahduh!"

Well,she's right…im back,the Rude and a cursing machine is back…there's no reason for me to be kind a gentle…because,she's gone

"Well,i just thought…there's no difference if i'll stay in the house and curse my self or i'll attend class and pretend that im okay even if it's not gonna happen…"i said

"Hah,tama…pero,sana wag mong kalimutan…hindi mo sya dapat tanggalin jan…sya ang dahilan kung bakit buhay ka pang gago ka!sige na,pasok na tayo!ayoko muna mag linis ng buong school grounds!masyado ko atang kinakarir yun!haha!"and she started to walk

I smiled,a sly smile…

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"Dati,noong collage pa ako,ang turo sakin ng professor ko…maraming iba't ibang fiction…pero ng maunawaan ko na,mali pala sya…isa lang ang fiction…at yun ay…'sino ba ako?'…"

Sino ba ako?

Sino ba ako?

"Mr.Perez!are you listening?"our english professor asked me

"Oh…im sorry…im just…just thinking of something…"pag amin ko

"Well,can you share it?to all of us…"

"Well,i think,it's rude and not nice to share  someone's thought or secret…to everybody,perhaps you know it…"yeah,i know it's rude to answer in a unicely way

"Ooh,so you want to get out of my class?i dont want students have a rough attitude…your disrespecting me,Mr.Perez!"

I stood up…"And your disrespecting my privacy…excuse me…"i grabed my bag and left them

Habang naglalakad ako sa hallway, rinig ko na bulungan…

"Si Gale yun diba?yung sa section 1!pumasok na sya!"

"Si Gale Alexerise yan diba?ang gwapo naman nya!ang hot pa!shet!"

"Makalipas ng pagalis ni Natasha,nawala narin sya…apektado si Koya?"

"Tanga!di nyo ba naririnig ang bali balita?may gusto si Gale kay Natasha!chaka di nyo ba nakita yung picture nila ni Natasha si School website!nagkiss sila!ohge!bagay sila!"

"Sus!hindi naman sila bagay eh!mas bagay si Natasha at Eros!"

"Tomo!!!chaka,sa palagay ko,hindi naman sya mahal ni Natasha…kawawa naman si Gale…dapat kay Hannah nalang sya…"

Napatingin ako sakanila…with blazing eye…what did just they say?

"ANONG SABI MO?!"sabay lapit ko sakanya

"Gale…"Natatakot nyang sabi

"BAWIIN MO ANG SINABI MO!"utos ko

Nanginginig sya…

"I SAID,BAWIIN MO ANG SINABI MO!"

she's crying already

"Gale!tama na!babae yan!"i heard harry stoped me

He's back…im glad

"You better shut your mouth,you slu---"

"GALE,TAMA NA!"harry grabed my arm

"Hindi nyo alam ang totoo…mas mabuti pang manahimik nalang kayo,hindi nyo alam kung ganu kasakit…"and i walked out