(Iris's pov)
Just as things were getting heated Grayson pulled away. "What's wrong?" I asked him. He hopped to the front seat and turned on the car. "I wanna do this trust me. But I want it to be special. Your not just any girl so this isn't going to happen in the backseat of a car." I smiled at his gentleman like act and laughed when I saw the regret and frustration that spread all over his face. I wrapped myself in the blanket again and hopped forward turning on the car.
In no time we pulled into the driveway. Grayson was staring at me and just as he was about to say something we heard the sound of a car coming and we both looked through our windows to the street. "Is that...?" I started. Grayson looked at me nervously," I think that's..ETHANS CAR!" My eyes widened and I started freaking out. "GRAYSON IM HALF NAKED COMING FROM A BEACH WITH YOU WHAT DO YOU THINK HES GONNA THINK?!" I yelled. Grayson shouted back," I don't know but I don't wanna find out hurry up lets get inside!!" We ran into the house me on my way to my room and Grayson to the living room. Once I got to my room I tied my hair in a messy bun and threw on a random hoodie and some random sweats. I layed on my bed until I heard the doorbell ring. Was I gonna let Grayson get it? Yeah that'd seem less suspicious right? I listened carefully and heard Ethan's voice," hey bro!" Then Grayson," hey man I didn't know you were coming back today?" Ethan answered," I wasn't but I just got homesick and we just had two more appearances that were still in this half of the country and I decided I don't wanna go on. Plus I figured the boys would be fine without me." I heard Ethan's footsteps coming up the stairs and jumped when I heard a knock on my door. I tried to act as casual as possible so I played stupid," not now Grayson I'm busy." My door creaked open and Ethan walked in. I pretended to be surprised. "Oh my gosh Ethan!! What are you doing here?!" I ran into his arms. He told me exactly what he told Grayson and picked me up taking us to my bed. He layed me down and threw himself right next to me caressing my cheek up on his left elbow. "I've missed you soooo much." At this point I felt so guilty. I choked down the lump in my throat. "Me too." I felt my face get hot. He leaned down and kissed me. His lips didn't feel the same. Not like they did with Grayson. This felt so plain. It gave me no feeling. I kissed back when his confusion broke my train of thought. He pulled away eyebrows furrowed. "Are you okay?" I got nervous and stuttered," Yea..yeah. I'm fine. Just wasn't feeling good today." He pulled the covers over us. "Then you should get some rest. I'll be right next to you. Get some sleep." He smiled softly. With every word he spoke I felt worse and worse. How did I continue everything with Grayson the whole time after telling myself numerous times that it was wrong. I called myself a slut. I knew that it wasn't the right thing to do. Yet I continued doing it. I couldn't even take my own advice. All the guilt bolted around in my head and my stomach felt queasy. All the stress drove me into a deep sleep and for however long this sleep was gonna be, it put my problems on pause. I didn't wanna think about what Grayson was doing downstairs. I didn't wanna think about the possibility that Ethan suspected something was up. I didn't wanna think about if Jack would end up saying something to someone. I didn't wanna think at all. I just wanted all of my problems to disappear but I created them and they weren't going anywhere. They were gonna be right there waiting for me when I opened my eyes.
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Double the Trouble
FanfictionIris just moved to New Jersey from Cali with a whole plan set out for her new life there. That plan isn't exactly held intact when she meets the Dolans. Read to find out what happens
