Double the Trouble

What did I just do?

(Iris's pov)
We got back to his car and I couldn't help but think about Grayson. This was wrong, it was so wrong. He's been a dick and yet here I was still completely and stupidly thinking about how much I still love him and feeling guilty for knowing that I love him but letting things get this way with Jack. I couldn't help it. "So your coming for the last week of school right?" Jack asked me breaking my train of thought yet again. "Uhm yeah..unfortunately. It's gonna feel weird I haven't been there in forever. I don't feel like going tomorrow." He started,"Well atleast I get to see you in fifth period." Crap. Fifth period. Where Grayson was too. I sat next to him for periods 4-6. This should be funnnn. "Earth to Iris" I heard Jack say. I smiled quickly,"Sorry, just started thinking about tomorrow once you mentioned it." The rest of the ride consisted of Jack serenading me and me fake smiling thinking about tomorrow until we got to my house. "I'm really sorry I was so quiet on the way back, I'll see you tomorrow," I smiled. He came to open my door for me. "Don't forget your keys," he smiled back. I grabbed them from him. He then grabbed my arm," or this." He quickly said while pulling me into a kiss. Ughhhh why why why. Wait. Ohhh his lips felt good on mine. He pulled away,"Goodnight Iris." Ughh his face and voice just drew me back to him. I went up and kissed him again grabbing his hair. I couldn't get enough of his lips. Correction, I couldn't get enough of the only slight distraction I knew of. He distracted me, and that's really all I craved since I didn't have Gray. I pulled away before the kiss got too aggressive. I smiled slightly blushing," Goodnight Jack." He smiled and kissed my cheek biting his lip after while making his way to his car. He had such a fuckboy face yet hadn't flirted with anyone but me since he met me. The odd ways of guys I suppose. I walked inside and up to the hall and was greeted by Ethan. I tried just walking to my room but that didn't work. "Hey," he smiled. "I'm going to sleep," I replied. He furrowed his eyebrows,"It's 5:30?" I felt my face get flushed as I didn't think about the lie before I spit it," Well maybe I wanna catch up on sleep Ethan." I rolled my eyes. He smiled at me. "What?" I snapped. He licked his lips and held his hands up,"Oh nothing nothing." I rolled my eyes at him again and walked towards him. "I know you think that this little conversation is me looking past things and we're going back to how we were but no. Everything isn't just magically fixed. I'm still.." He smashed his lips into mine pulling me into him. I pulled away instantly. "What the hell Ethan. Go kiss up on the slut you were kissing at the party but not me. We are not okay. God everyone needs to stop interrupting my talking by kissing me!" I yelled and walked into my room slamming the door behind me. Well tomorrow should be funnnn.

       I woke up at 5:30, what a coincidence I know, and washed my face. I looked in the mirror. 5 days. One school week. That's all I had to get through. At home I could ignore Grayson. And Ethan. But there it was close to impossible with them sitting at my side. I put on my makeup then curled my hair. I put on a muscle t looking shirt that was white and some medium washed shorts and my white converse. I grabbed my bag and went downstairs to get breakfast. I chose to make pancakes since it was barely 6 and I didn't have to be at school until 8 and turned on music while I was flipping them. I sang along to the lyrics "I WISH I COULD MEAN THIS BUT HERES MY GOODBYEEEEEE. OH. IM HAPPY FOR YOUUUU KNOWWWWW THAT I AMMMMM EVEN IF IIIII CAAAAANT UNDERSTANDDDD. IIIIIIF HAPPY IS HERRRRRRRR THEN IM HAPPY FOR YOU." Suddenly I felt a hand on my left hip quickly. I turned my head instantly to see a sleepy Grayson walking to sit down on one of the stools by the counter. "What was that for?" I asked furrowing my eyebrows. "Maybe I felt like it baby girl." Oh god. I don't know what was worse. The douche bag version of Grayson or the version that he was when we first met, which he seemed to be playing right now. "What are you making us?" He said breaking my train of thought. I shook my head," I made myself some pancakes." I said with pride. He rolled his eyes," Funny Amanda made pancakes 2 days ago when I spent the night. I guess girls like you guys have more than one thing in common." Ouch. Andddddd there was the douchebag Grayson again. I put my 2 pancakes on a plate and grabbed a fork walking to the dining room just to be away from Grayson," Fuck you Grayson," i spit on my way out of the kitchen. "What time?" I heard him shout and I glanced back just to see him smirking. I shook my head disgusted and turned around. I sat down in the dining room and checked my phone. I had a text from Jack.
Jack💓: good morning beautiful, I'll see you at school soon. It'll be much better with you finally there☺️❣"
I smiled. "Gilinsky?" I randomly heard Ethan say making me jump. I looked up at him and rolled my eyes then looked back at my phone. He sat across from me with a bowl of cereal. "So you coming with me and Grayson to school today?" he said. I looked up at him to see if he was kidding but all I saw was a smirk on his smug face. "Your kidding." I said with attitude. He laughed," Well I figured if you're still upset with me from last night you'll have Grayson still. Or wait is today Gilinsky's day?" I straight mugged him," and just like that I lost my appetite." I said standing up angrily and walking back to the kitchen. "Iris I was just messing with youuu!" I heard him shout from the dining room, laughter surrounding his voice. I put my plate in the sink with force and I was surprised that I didn't break it. I went over to the living room and sat on the couch. Just as I was getting comfortable resting my head back and closing my eyes I felt someone's head on my lap. I looked down. Grayson. He winked at me and stayed staring. "Grayson can I help you?" I asked. "I don't know what are you willing to help with?" He smirked. I rolled my eyes and got up shoving him off of my lap. "Okay you guys win I'm leaving." I shouted at him. Grayson laughed,"Iris it's literally 6:07am school isn't for practically a whole other 2 hours what are you gonna do." I looked at him just before grabbing my keys and going out the door,"Go somewhere far away from the two of you for as long as I can." I slammed the door and got in my car. I didn't know where I could go that they wouldn't find me. I thought and thought as I drove down the road. Jack's? No. That'd be immature. Wait, but I could go to that little clearing in the forest Jack showed me. I had made up my mind and headed on my way there, or atleast what I faintly remembered to be the way there.....
After trying for 10 minutes my lack of patience was magnified and I gave up and decided to just drive to school. It was around 6:40am when I got there and there was absolutely no oneeee except maybe teachers in their classrooms, but the school was open, so I decided to explore until the bell rang. I walked up and down halls until I found what seemed like a music room or some sort of performing arts room. It was big but dark with only one window and I didn't wanna risk someone knowing I was in here by turning on the lights. I walked on the stage and went behind the curtains. There was a dim light on back there to where I could faintly see things around me. I looked at posters on the wall and then st..,""BOO." I heard a bold whisper beside me. I jumped back scared to death and lifted my fist ready to hit whoever it was until they caught it and pulled me into them by the small of my back. What. A. Sur-priseeeee. Grayson.
He laughed,"Don't worry daddy's gotcha." I pushed myself away from him,"You're sick." I spit. He laughed. I crossed my arms,"How'd you find me?" I asked. He started,"Well, it was clear when you got your keys that you were leaving and I was ready with nothing to do so I followed you." He smiled proudly. I shook my head," What didn't have a whore on schedule to screw this morning? Or is that for evenings only? I can't keep track." I said with sass. He smiled," Awh is my baby girl jealous?" He got closer to me and pinched me cheek. Ugh the nicknames😩 I backed up until my back was to the wall and there we were in the same position we once were in my room just before things got hot. Not this time. I slapped his hand away. "I'm not your anything. And I have nothing to be jealous of." He bit his lip. Ugh the weaknesses of mine he was using to the extremes. He started again," And your one to talk princess, I was surprised you didn't stay the night to get fucked at Gilinsky's again?" I slapped him and then escaped from the against the wall position we were in. He touched his perfectly sculpted jaw then laughed. I walked back up to him,"Seriously Gray I don't get what your problem is. At first I thought it was because I hurt you and I was sorry but now I'm not because you clearly don't feel anything for me or at all for that matter. You've made it pretty clear the past few weeks that you don't give two fucks about me so I repeat what's your problem? Cuz it sure as hell isnt me." He shook his head and looked down. "What? Am I wrong?" I said. He looked up,"You've been calling me Grayson lately. You used to call me Gray. And for the first time in a while you finally did." I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. "What does that have to do with anything?" He sarcastically laughed. "It has to do with everything Iris." I shook my head still confused and he caught on and continued," the second you started calling me Grayson was the second I started to think I was losing you. When you called me Gray I knew you loved me. Calling me Grayson was your poker face. Hiding that you still loved me. And now you've finally broken." I looked down not having the strength to look him in the eye realizing that without realizing, Gray had cracked me and picked up on things I was sure no one would figure out. "Gray.." I started. I glanced up to see him smiling and his eyes bright," there it is again." He smiled even wider.
"Don't start that." I said," you can't figure you know one thing and I'll just let things fall back to how they were with you. I have things going on right now Gray! And you haven't exactly backed up your current attitude with the way you've been acting lately. Yet you expect me to just believe you? Your funny." I looked at the ceiling to try to contain myself then looked back at him trying to hide that I was glossy eyed. He came up to me close again and grabbed my hands,"You think I liked seeing how much I hurt you with every kiss I planted on someone else's lips? I could see you broken hearted through your eyes with every rude word I spit. It killed me to act that way towards you. But all hell would break loose before I let you see how broken I was and just how much I was hurting. Pretending to not care was the only way I sought to get over you but not even that worked so tell me Iris how the hell am I supposed to fall out of love with you and why is it so hard to figure out when falling in love with you was as easy as falling asleep." I was full on teary eyed now, but I'd managed to keep any actual tears from falling so far. I attempted to swallow the lump in my throat but since that didn't work I was forced to allow him to hear the shakiness and crack in my voice that reflected how much I was hurting without him too. "You talk about how much it hurt you to hurt me yet you still did it Gray.. You wanna ask questions I can ask some too. How am I supposed to know those million kisses you gave out right before my face were nothing? Or that you didn't go far with multiple people those nights you stayed out? Or that I really mean anything to you when you were able to show me just how much of the player Grayson you were before we met?!" He grabbed my face," that can go both ways princess. You don't think I wondered if you had fallen for Jack or if you had sex with him? What do you think I was going through? But if you want answers to those questions then fine. You know those kisses with those girls meant nothing because THEY mean nothing to me. You know I didn't sleep with any of them because I wouldn't dream of going there with anyone but you. And you know you mean not just anything or something but everything to me because I've never loved any girl the way I love you, or at all for that matter." I couldn't help the tear that fell down my right cheek and just before it fell off my face Grayson wiped it. And with that I started sobbing and covered my face while Grayson wrapped his arms around me and i started going down and he came down with me until we were sat against the wall I was previously against, him hugging me tight and me crying into his chest. The crying aspect of it wasn't all that great but being in his arms, in his chest, inhaling the smell of his cologne, it was like I was home. He kissed my forehead and that made a knot in my stomach. I looked up and we stared at eachother for a second before he crashed his lips into mine and I willingly gave in grabbing his face and stroking my fingers through the recognizable soft feeling of his silky hair. The feeling of his plump lips against mine after so long was mesmerizing and indescribable. He pulled me on his lap and I straddled on his waist. He tried to get up but I pushed him back down with force. He bit my lip in the kiss revealing his aggressive side which I knew and loved along with his competitiveness. He got up flipping me to the other side so now we were standing, my back against the wall, still on him, legs around his waist. There was a second in the kiss that we both pulled away to catch a breath and just stared into eachothers eyes, admiring the beauty and comfort that came with being this close together again, and how it felt so right. I hopped off of him knowing I had to stop this but the way he caught me by my waist turned me on so I grabbed his face again, unable to resist, and he of course was more than fine with my sudden aggression and urges. He slipped his hand under my shirt and rubbed up and down my back with one hand while the other stroked my thigh. My hands were up his shirt too, feeling his abs and every crease of his body that I missed and knew so well. We were at it for another five minutes before we heard the bell ring. That went by so much faster than I thought. I tried to pull away but he was biting my lip teasing me on purpose. I laughed into it," Gray we've gotta go to class." He pulled away still holding me by the waist," Do we?" I smiled," Yes we do. I'll, see you later." He smiled back," You'll see me at break back in here," he winked and off he went. I stood there trying to process what just happened. I was gonna have to be in the same room as him and Jack in fifth period and figure out what to tell Jack I was doing at break while deciding who I was spending lunch with. What the hell did I just do?

Hey guys sorry I haven't updated in a while but here's a semi-long and juicy chapter for you guys😊 I hope you guys liked the little plot twist on things, comment your thoughts and I'll hopefully be updating sooner than later!! (: