Double the Trouble

He doesnt love you the way i do. Actually he doesnt love you at all

(Iris' pov)
he directed his lips to mine but just before they touched he made his way to my neck. I felt his hot breath. He went up to my ear and whispered," all you gotta do is say no if you want me to stop," his finger tips gently and delicately touched my hips as he grasped them. I let out a breath I was holding in and closed my eyes. I felt his lips touch mine and we started kissing. I enjoyed it for 10 seconds but then pushed his chest away. "No." I grabbed the blanket making my way back to my car.
   "Iris wait!" he yelled running after me. I quickly wrapped my blanket around myself and got in the car. He slipped into the passenger seat still shirtless. I scanned his body, sarcastically smiled, then shook my head closing my eyes and leaning my head back. "Iris running away from me isn't gonna make your feelings for me disappear." He said calmly. I looked him dead in the eye my eyes slowly tearing up," why are you so confident in all those things you say?" I choked out. He softly smiled," because I see the way your staring at me right now and the way you always do. I feel the chills you get when our skin touches. I hear the way your heart beats when I'm around. But most of all I know your as crazy about me as I am about you. And.." I cut him off. "Grayson stop. We can't keep doing this. I'm with Ethan. He's off with his buddies on tour being loyal. And here I am. Making out with his brother constantly. His brother. I'm the slut of the sluts. I'm done with this. We're gonna go home and stay out of eachothers way. You have a crush on me you'll get over it and be crazy about a new girl next week. That's how it's gonna go." Grayson laughed. "Iris I don't have some crush on you. I told you I loved you and.." "And your saying it in the spur of the moment. You say it when it's your last resort. You use it as a backup plan or when we're making out. I want it to be completely meant when someone says it to me not used as some safe house plan." I turned on the car and was about to start driving until he grabbed my face and turned it towards him. "Iris. I mean it. You don't think I feel bad about Ethan. Do you really think I'd be kissing my brothers girlfriend if I wasn't positive that I loved her more than he did?" I stayed quiet. "Oh my god. He hasn't told you he loves you yet. Has he?"he asked me quietly. I shook my head truthfully. Grayson grabbed my face and kissed me. I kissed him back and we made our way to the back seat. He unwrapped the blanket on me. I grabbed his neck and pulled him towards me kissing him with passion. He pulled away and stared at me. I furrowed my eyebrows. "What?" I asked. He smiled. "Well I'm not at risk of you running away right now. I'm not kissing you this second. Nothing is wrong. I have no reason for any backup plan. So I'd like to meaningly tell you. I love you Iris." I smiled as he kissed me and we turned off the car stripping in the back seat.