Double the Trouble

Now who do I love?

(Iris' pov)
I woke up at around 9:30 still wrapped in jacks arms. Wait. Why was I at jacks. And why didn't I have clothes on. I slightly panicked trying to piece together last night and how far I went with Jack and really just what happened overall. I tried to think which felt impossible with the enormous headache this hangover had brought. I wasn't too scared about the Jack part because he's sweet and I trust him but at the same time I was because who knows what I'm capable of when I'm drunk. Sure everything with Grayson and Ethan was hurting me and I wanted to forget and move on, but I hadn't done that yet and I didn't wanna have of done something I'd regret later. Whether I liked it or not, I was still in love with Grayson. I turned my head as much as I could without moving too much trying not to risk waking Jack up. He had his arm around me and he was sleeping soundly. God he was hot. But he wasnt Grayson. Grayson. I started to remember. He was with a girl last night. Must be why I ended up here with Jack. I turned around so I was facing Jack while still laying down with his arm over me. I stared at him and started to feel awful. This great guy is interested in me, people might say he's a fuckboy but he's the sweetest person around me and pays attention to no one but me, and unlike Grayson or Ethan, I don't think he'd ever get with another girl whether it be just a kiss or a full hookup. As these thoughts raced through my head I felt him start to move and he opened his eyes. Second he looked at me he smiled. "Goodmorning Iris." Ughhh that raspy deep morning voice of his. I could tell he remembered how much I loved it because he smirked and said my name again. "Iris." I shook my head. "Yeah?" He smiled again,"nothing." He pulled me in closer to him. I closed my eyes and felt him kiss my forehead. No. This wasn't happening. It couldn't be. I looked at him,"I've gotta get home Jack." He slightly frowned then cleared his throat. "Uhm yeah let me just throw something on." He threw on a hoodie and put on his slides grabbing his keys. I was about to put on my dress until he grabbed it from me. He eyed my almost naked body up and down biting his lip. I swear in that moment I wanted to jump on him and attack his face with kisses and his body with mine but I held myself together and gulped. My train of sexual thoughts was broken when he started,"Are you sure you wanna go." I shook my head and felt my eyes sting. "No. I know I don't want to. But I have to." He nodded his head and gave me back my dress. I quickly slipped into it and my heels and we went outside. We got in the car and he started driving.
In no time he pulled up to my house. I was about to get out when he grabbed my door holding it closed. "Uhmm. Jack?" "Iris. I just wanna know why." I furrowed my eyebrows. "Why what?"
"Why don't you ever wanna stay too long or let the intensity of a moment take us wherever it does? Why when something good is happening you immediately wanna make it stop and distance yourself?"
I gulped. "It's not that I don't like you or anything it's just. I'm not good with people. Things don't work out and I don't like putting myself in a risky situation where I give someone else the power to break me. And your amazing Jack. And I don't want to get attac.." I stopped. I was not about to confess to Jack that I actually was starting to really like him. I looked down. He lifted up my chin," what were you about to say Iris." I gulped again. "Nothing. Nevermind Jack. Thank you for taking care of me. I'm sorry." I leaned over and kissed him one last time grabbing his hair and feeling up his jawline. God he was so. fucking. hot. I pulled away and got out, walking to my front door. He stared at me through the window of his car until I walked inside. Great now to get to see the faces of the two that were the reason I felt I had to get away from here. Or not if they spent the night with their sluts.
I walked through the living room and up towards my room. The house was quiet. Seemed I was the only one home which was to my benefit. I went to my bathroom and stripped staying in only the black bra and underwear and tied up my hair to wash my face. After I let my hair down and felt hungry so without putting anything on I walked downstairs to get a bowl of cereal. Right when I was walking upstairs with the bowl stuffing a spoonful in my mouth I almost spit it out when I saw Grayson coming down the stairway. I THOUGHT THEY WEREN'T HOME. He smirked and eyed me up and down. I blushed and continued passed him. "How was Gilinsky's? Was his dick as thick as his eyebrows?" He asked. I couldn't believe him. Grayson was never mean to me. I held back my tears. "How was it with your whore? Was her vagina as stretched as I thought?" I raised my eyebrows and walked away leaving him roasted in the kitchen. (Pun intended) I quickly walked up to my room and slammed the door shut. I put the bowl of cereal on my desk and sat on my bed trying my hardest not to cry. I didn't wanna give Grayson the satisfaction of hearing me. But I had to let it out so I decided to take a shower. It was in the shower that I sat down and hugged my knees while crying. What the hell was I supposed to do. I cried a little longer before getting out and throwing on a sports bra and some shorts. I left my lotion in the other bathroom and had to go out there to get it. I opened my door and made my way to the other bathroom. When I opened the door there stood Ethan shirtless with shorts and brushing his teeth. He eyed me up and down then looked at my eyes and wore a face of concern.
"Iris have you been crying? Are you okay?"He cupped my face and asked.
I slapped his hands off," you can't bullshit me Ethan don't pretend to care." He furrowed his eyebrows. "What are you talking about? Literally the last time we talked I made it clear that I want things to be the way they used to." I laughed sarcastically. "Well you have a hell of a way of showing it Ethan," he shook his head confused," Iris what the hell are you talking about," I shook my head," nothing Ethan. Just yesterday when you and that slut were eating eachothers faces i didn't exactly get the message that you wanted me." He stuttered and wasn't able to get any words out but,"crap" I grabbed my lotion off the counter,"Yeah. Crap.." I stormed back to my room and swallowed the lump in my throat. No more tears. I wasn't gonna let them get to me.

IM SO SORRY I'VE TAKEN FOREVER. Finals made my schedule 10x more packed and I had such trouble getting time to write but now that it's summer expect more. I'll make it up to you guys I promise!! Hope you guys like this chapter comment your thoughts😊