The Vampire Diaries Imagines.

4. Matt.

You and Matt have been together for years, then y'all had a pretty bad breakup and trying to figure out what you guys are going to do.

"Elena I'll be fine, I just have to re-think this whole thing with Matt and I." I say softly as I clean my locker out, taking out unwanted papers, and other things I have inside. Since it's almost the end of the school year and graduation coming up, might as well clean some stuff out so it won't be a hassle at the last minute.

Elena looks at me and stops me from cleaning my locker, "for the pass week you have been cleaning non-stop, even packing your things. You're stress cleaning and plus you haven't told Matt that-"

I sigh closing my locker, "I know, I'll tell him soon." I say softly and force a smile.

Elena nodded and rubs my arm, "I'll see you later" she smiles and walks away.

I bit onto my lower lip, I open my locker again as I look at the pictures of me and my boyfriend Matt all over, well ex boyfriend now. Even though we are trying to work things out right now, but it is really hard. Ever since senior year has started, we are talking about what will happen between us after high school, if we're going to live together, college, move out of Mystic Falls. Just us talking about the future makes me nervous, to be honest I'm scared of commitment, yes we have been together since freshman year, but just the thought of him telling me that he wants to live together, get married, have kids? Just scares me honestly.

"Hey Y/N" I hear his soft voice beside me.

I look at Matt and smile slightly, "hey you" I say trying to not make anything awkward. Seeing his face for the first time in a week makes me really nervous, like if this is the first time we met each other.

Matt forces a smile and then looks at my locker, he looks away as his bright blue eyes met my eyes. "How are you feeling? You know about us" he said slowly as his smile fades.

I look at him as I held my locker door, "I'm okay. Just over thinking about everything" I say softly not keeping my eyes off of him.

"Well have you made up your mind yet? You know we have been talking about us all year, and I can't help the fact that I have to wait for your answer. If it's going to be good or bad." He says in a quick frustrated tone.

I look at him raising an eyebrow, I look away as I continue to clean my locker out trying to ignore the fact that I have to answer everything about our future together. It will hurt me to not tell him to truth and to tell him the truth, I hate to see him get his hopes up even though he always have hope. He doesn't deserve his feelings to be played around by me.

"Y/N I know what you are doing and every time we have conversations like these and or arguments, you try and find a way to keep yourself occupied" Matt says simply as he watches my every move. "It still makes me frustrated after 3 years if us being together"

I shut my locker quickly as a envelope falls out from my locker, "I know Matt. I'm still thinking about it. Now excuse me, I have things to do" I say quickly I turn around walking away quickly as I drop the papers in a trash can.

"Actually you have some explaining to do Y/N" Matt calls out from behind.

I turn around seeing him holding the envelope and the acceptance paper in his other hand. My heart drops forgetting I left the envelope on the ground, "Matt..."

I see him grip the paper and see the hurt in his eyes that I caused, "you lied to me. How many times are you going to keep doing this to me Y/N" he said softly as he puts his hands down.

I walk towards him slowly, I stand in front of him grabbing the papers from his hands. "Honey, I was going to tell you and..."

"And what? Wait till the last minute that you pack all your these and just go? This is not okay Y/N" he said as his voice gets a bit loud. "You're leaving all the way to California? Why so far away? From our family, friends..."

I shake my head holding the papers in my hands as I look away from him not wanting to see the hurt in his eyes, "to be honest Matt, I'm scared of commitment. Just you blabbing about our future freaks me out, and I want to live my college life." I sigh still looking away from him.

"Y/N look at me and just say it" Matt says as he get impatient.

I sigh and look at Matt feeling bad, "I want to live my college years without being committed." I say biting onto my lower lip.

Matt shakes his head as he slowly walks backwards. "You know what, that's fine with me. You know why? Because you're worth waiting my Y/N, no matter how long it takes you will always have a place in my heart. I would tell you that it's okay to have hope" he says simply, he turns around walking away from me. Then he turns around looking at me "because sometimes that's all that keeps me going. And I'm willing to keep it that way."

I hear everything that Matt just told me, he's just going to let me go just like that? I love Matt too much for him just to leave like this, sometimes I just have to break the rules. "Matt!" I call after him.

He turns around slowly turns waiting for a reply.

"Change of plans, come with me." I say as I feel a weight off my shoulders. Something was holding me back from admitting the truth.

Matt sighs in relief as he quickly walks towards me. He grips onto my waist pulling me close as he grabs the acceptance letter, "are you sure you are willing to do this?" he says softly looking into my eyes.

I bit onto my lower lip as I rest my hands onto his cheeks, "yes I am. I was Just afraid to admit the truth. I actually need you in my life Matty, I love you so much and you deserve be a part of it" I whisper as I rub his cheeks softly.

Matt lightens up as he quickly leans down placing his lips against mine passionately. I pull him close to me missing his soft lips against mine. I feel so relieved, Matt is my lover, my everything, my soul mate... He will go through everything with him as I go through everything with him..