The Wolf and the Halla

He Loves Me

NSFW

It started out like any other time. She and Solas had been exploring some ancient ruins in the Emerald Graves. They set up camp just inside the ruins and Solas sat up some wards to keep them safe from any darkspawn or demons in the area. Then he sat on a small stone embankement at the far end of the room, it had probably been an alter to some unknown God.

They were settling down for the night when she caught him looking at her while she let down her hair to rebraid it. She smiled at him and he looked away, out into the storm that whipped the big trees around and threatened to break the sky open with every clash of thunder.

He did this often. He would show interest in her and then seem lost in thought. She craved his attention badly. Of course some things had happened. They had kissed a lot, and they had almost done the deed a few times, but they hadn't.

The roof of the ruins were leaky. Drops of rainwater seeped in and dropped to the stone floor with a slight splat. They had been distracted lately, going to ruins and searching the Fade for memories lost to time. She continued to make sure they went alone, so they could have private time. He never wanted to spend much time in her quarters, he didn't want people to talk. But here.. They were truly alone.

She stood and walked towards him seductively. She had lost interest in braiding her hair as she looked at the line of his jaw, the point of his ears, his piercing blue eyes that went soft when he looked at her, and the way it all came together. He heard her moving and watched her as she approached. He sat up a little straighter as she stood in front of him.

Their eyes locked, and in their eyes was a deep longing to be together. She reached for the laces of her shirt and loosened them, then she pulled the soft fabric over her head and dropped it on to the floor. His eyes scanned her exposed body, the curve of her stomach, the smooth skin of the top of her breasts. She smiled seeing his interest and dropped onto his lap.

Their lips met quickly, he kissed her with a wanting that he had yet to release with her. She pulled at his clothes and he helped her remove them. He pulled her against his skin as he slid onto the floor with the small embankment to his back. She gasped with pleasure as their skin touched, the tingle of magic giving her a jolt, and he smiled as he bit her neck softly.

She pulled her breast band over her head and threw it aside, then returned her lips to his. His hands slid up her sides and found her bare breasts. He held them softly and stroked his thumbs over her nipples as he tempted her with his tongue, begging for entry to her lips, but backing away as she opened them to him.

She pulled away and looked into his eyes, she wanted to tell him how much she loved him. How much she wanted this. How much she wanted everything with him, for the rest of their lives, but her mouth didn't form any words that could describe these things. Looking into his eyes though, she could swear that he must have known the things she wanted to say, because they were all the same things he wanted, reflected back to her.

She touched his cheek softly, and rubbed her fingers across the soft skin of his face. He closed his eyes, the smile on his lips softened his features so much. She touched the small scar above his eyebrow and he opened his eyes. His smile faded a notch, as if she had stirred some memory.

Guilt crossed behind his eyes. No. You can't always run away from me. "There's nothing you could do, that would ever make me not love you." She told him to reassure him. He smiled and pulled her into a hug. He rested his face against her half braided hair.

"It's not.." He trailed off but picked up somewhere else in the thought, "but what I have done before." He told her solemnly. She didn't move from his embrace. He stroked her hair, undoing that half braid and running his fingers through the length of it.

"It doesn't matter. We've all made mistakes. We will always all make mistakes. I will love you no matter the mistake" She sat back to look into his face again. Her long hair fell over half of her face, blocking one emerald eye from his view. He pushed the strands back behind her ear. He wanted to explain, to tell her that it wasn't the same, but he left the words unsaid to swell in his belly. Guilt swelling his heart. I have to tell her the truth, said his inner voice. Not in this moment, he replied to himself.

"Ar lath ma, emma lath." He said it from his soul to hers, he hoped she would feel the depth of it. He saw a look cross her face, like maybe she had felt his love in her soul.

"Ar lath ma." She replied. Then she stood and offered her hand. He took it and she pulled him to her bedroll. She laid down on it and he laid beside her, taking in the beauty of her body and her soul.

She smiled and inched closer, pressing her lips softly to his. He couldn't stop his lips from pressing into a smile against her lips. He ran his fingers softly down her cheeks, crossing the white branches of Mythal's vallaslin. She pulled at him and he moved himself between her legs. No, you should not. She pulled at his bottoms and he unlaced them quickly, pulling them away and revealing his manhood. She unlaced hers as well and he helped her pull them off, pushing her boots off with them. She pushed her underwear down her thighs, and he helped her take them off. Despite knowing he should not do this, he continued.

His lips returned to hers, he gave her his tongue this time, as he pressed his length against her vagina. She moaned into his lips. She caught his bottom lip between her teeth softly. He pulled away looking into her eyes. She smiled and bit her lip.

He kissed her nose which got him a giggle. He smiled as he nibbled her nipple, and then moved down to her stomach, just below the bellybutton where he planted a soft kiss. Then he slipped between her legs and slipped his tongue between her folds. She gasped in surprise and delight.

He wiggled his tongue on her most delicate parts, and slipped a finger inside of her. He didn't move it, just let it tease her with its presence. She squirmed around, and then grabbed at his ears. She squeezed at them softly. He pulled his finger away and came back to her face where he planted more kisses on her lips, and her cheeks. She rubbed her hands down his sides then finding his fallis she wrapped her fingers around it.

He moaned softly, and she smiled that sweet smile that melted his resolve like a hot knife through butter. He let her guide him into her. He laid his body on top of hers, and she nibbled the point of his ear and moaned softly as he started to move.

She pulled at his hips as he moved, and he nibbled her breasts and rubbed his hand through her hair as he obliged her requests. She guided his hips faster and faster and he was well satisfied with that. Her hands moved from his hips to his shoulders where her fingernails dragged across the skin there, and he felt warmth on her finger tips, he moaned in delight at her use of fire. He gripped the back of her neck and bit the soft skin under her chin as he finished in her body.

He laid his head on her chest. Their breathing slowed before he moved off of her and laid beside her again. She pulled the blanket up over their bodies. And he turned towards her, laying his head back against her chest. She rubbed his head gently, but eventually her hand stilled and he knew she had fallen asleep. He smiled and turned to look at her sleeping face. He kissed her cheek before laying back against her and drifting off himself.

He didn't go into the Fade that night.

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