I was so up set about Michelle I sit in my room and did not eat for 7 weeks I just sat there Sam come over she saw upset to cuz she knew Michelle since there were 4 I was in so much pain but Sam told me to eat cause I lost 90 pounds I used to me 150 anyways Sam was like we still have one other I was like ya we do I'm just so upset about Michelle though.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I was crying for ever it felt like half my heart was ripped out when she died she was the only one I could trust other then Sam she more stuff about me then anyone why did this have to happen the last moment I saw her just before we got in to a fight why....... Why now why couldn't it have been me that died now she is going to come back as a zombie and it is going to be impossible for me to kill her😥 I won't be able to do it I think I should let one bite me to so that I'm with her cause I miss her so much but then Sam will be sad and mad at me for doing it I can't do that to her. She will never forgive me but I'm glad I got to die at some point so it might has well be now and if Sam finds my plane out she will try to stop what's the point none of my friends are alive other then Sam. Why did this zombie apocalypse have to happen it is probably cause I said there is no such thing has zombies me and my stupid mouth killed my best friend I hate myself every day of my life I live in pain cause one of my friends are died and the other one is mad at me for me saying zombies are not real and killing Michelle I hope her mom is not mad at me we'll she should be you know what I mean. The saddest part is Sam is mad at me and she is the only friend I have left and she will not talk to me from what I did To Michelle I'm so up set in going to let a zombie attack me now there is no point of leaving why more if I have no friends that care or talk to me so goodbye world god please forgive me for what I'm a but to do to my self it is just cuz I feel use less a waste of space and I feel like I should just end it right here right now. Good bye Sam mom sister.
