tell me how to hate you,
because dear,
i have tried so hard.
everytime i look at you
i can't see the hurt
the pain
the heartbreak you've caused me.
everytime i look at you,
all i see is everything i love
all i see is late night phone calls where i'd fall asleep on the phone
and crying into your chest about my house that isn't a home
and long, handwritten notes.
tell me how to unlove you.
