tonight i found myself breaking the heart of an innocent bystander that became collateral damage of the wreck you made out of me. i spent so long convincing myself that i could love him, that i could replace the hole you left in me with him. when he had your eye color i thought maybe i could drink coffee again. when he had your music taste, i thought maybe i could listen to lana del rey again. he had beautiful hands too, but i realized they shouldn't be wasted on something that wouldn't blossom with his affection. my nana always told me vinyls were better than cd's and i never realized how true it was until i tried replacing you.
