i can hardly believe it's been a month since you held me last.
                              can you believe it?
                              everything feels like it's been going in slow motion.
                              i hugged you so tightly before i left, it's as if i knew i was going to lose you.
                              in some sense, i did.
                              i miss you.
                              i'm sorry.
                              i'll take the blame if you'll come back to me.
                                      
                                          
                                  
                                              
                                          