i don't know if i feel this way because you left
                              or if i feel this way because i cannot eat
                              all i know is i am so empty, so very empty
                              
                              i must've washed my hands a thousand times
                              to wash off the ghost of yours
                              
                              and i must've brushed my teeth for hours
                              to forget the feel of your lips on mine
                              
                              and i swear i haven't ever scrubbed harder
                              to get your fingertips off of me
                              
                              i cannot get rid of you
                              because instead of blood,
                              you're in my veins
                              
                              and i feel so empty
                                      
                                          
                                  
                                              
                                          