i hope one day you see something, at it reminds you of me. i hope one day you stare at your coffee and all you can see is the warm shade of my eyes. i hope you think of how i used to love chocolate and you. i hope you wonder if i still listen to music while i fall asleep. i hope you wonder whether i still draw. i hope you see something or hear something or smell something and you realize how you shouldn't have let me go. i hope you ache like i ached and i hope you realize that no one will ever love you better than i could have. i hope you stay up late and think about how i always had nightmares, and how i never wanted to lose you. i hope you can't sleep like i couldn't when you left, and i hope the air fucking suffocates you like it did me. most of all, i hope you realize you made the biggest mistake of your life.
