The Isle - A Mark Tuan and Renesmee Fanfiction

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'Before the accident, we've been hearing rumors about Mark hiding a girlfriend. Could it be true? Next, we hear the girlfriend's pregnant. 

Two months ago, JYPE announced that Mark would be taking a month leave from his work. They said he was going on a vacation because of over-fatigue. Sources say, they were expecting and were actually going to elope. Coincidence? 

We have tried to look for this said 'pregnant girlfriend' but to no avail. 

Is Mark really missing? Have they really ran off to secretly get married? We don't know for sure. 

Mark's agency denies all the issues. But, until we get both parties' statements, we can't make a conclusion.'

My mouth is literally at the ground after I read the story. If this man were really me, then I have a girlfriend. Worse, she's pregnant. 

I remember what the man said earlier at the bar. Ann? And he asked if she's still in a coma. Could it be her? If it's her, and if she's hospitalized, that would mean she was in the plane crash, too.?!

My head starts to pump as I feel an ache from my nape shooting up to the top of my head then to my temples. The information is just making me more and more disorganized. Everything is chaotic in my head. I close the laptop and lay beside Renesmee. She moves slightly and goes back to her regular breathing. 

Could she have read the article? Is it why she's scared? Does she think I'd leave her after learning the truth? Would I? 

Fuck! I'm so confused.

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I am still awake when Ren opens her eyes in the morning. She turns to look at me and we're face to face. 

"Are you ready for today?", she whispers. 

I'm not sure if I am. With what I just read several hours ago, I'm scared. A lot of issues about me and I don't even remember any of them. Right now, all I'm thinking about is taking Renesmee with me, back to isle, back to the peace we're used to. 

I shake my head. "I don't know. It looks scary out there," I say.

Her hands find there way to the sides of my face, she rubs her thumbs across my cheeks. "Whatever it is, whatever you find out, whatever you decide to do after, I'll be here. Until you tell me to go, I'll be here," she assures me. 

That gives me strength. I think I could go through this as long as she's with me. As I kiss her, I could feel her wet cheeks against mine. I pull back and see tears flowing from her eyes. 

"Why are you crying?", I wipe them with my fingers. She shakes her head. "Hey, tell me." She turns her back and wipes her cheeks with the blanket. 

I wonder, as I stare at her back, if learning my past would be a good idea for her...for us. I think again about that girl, Ann, and the baby - if she's pregnant. If I were that 'Mark', then wouldn't it be my responsibility? I know what she's concerned about. But, I want to tell her I won't ever leave her. I just don't know how.

"Ren, look at me," she faces me, her eyes dry now. "I know you're worried about us. But, I won't ever let that happen. The feelings I have for you now is what matters."

"What DO you feel, Mark?", she looks straight in my eyes, searching for answers I don't even know. 

"I...What I know is that I don't want to lose you. You are my strength now. Nothing, even my past, can change that." 

She burrows her head on my chest and I hug her closer. I want her to feel safe and assured. My hands stroke the small of her back as we lay there.