The girl i really am(wattys2016)

break off

Janessas pov

I mean, how could he?..sure we weren't dating, he wasn't even aware of the deep crush I was starting to have on him. But I swear we were dating in my mind. I already worked out how we'll get married and have two kids and live in fame and wealth. Only to have him ask my best friend out. Its a week after Nathan and Tori started hanging out. In that time, Tori gained the popularity that was meant for Nathan's girlfriend. She stole my spot. Even though I'll admit how great of a best friend she is, I can't deny the fact that while I love her and feel comfortable with her, I also feel jealous. So jealous that it hurts. I mean, come to think of it, she knew from the start how I felt about Nathan. She can't just waltz into my school,my town,my life, steal the boy I wanted and my popularity with it. I don't want to be one of those girls that graduate after the four years of school and are remembered for being the tag-along best friend of the most popular girl. Something had to be done.

TORIS POV

I know how hard it must be for nessa now that I am dating her crush. A part of me feels guilty because I know everything I am now is her dream. I am basically stealing her life slowly. But how could I resist Nathan and what came with him,the gifts,popularity and power. What girl doesn't want to be the popular girlfriend of the most wanted guy at school. Not that I'm not valuing our friendship, but I'm all out for what I want and right now it's Nathan. She just has to understand.

I can sense that her feelings for Nathan are as strong as ever. And that scares me. It worries me a lot because eventually, she'll get her way. I can see the determination in her eyes. She'll do whatever it takes. I know for a fact,though that Nathan loves me. That's why I'm still calm. I won't have what happened to me at my old school start over again. It was too horrible that I had to beg to move. I was so lucky that dad got a promotion at the same time.

This chapter seemed a bit odd. Its just my first story,try to understand. It will get better I promise...someday...so,till then, just read on