The girl i really am(wattys2016)

this is it

Up there is Mila Kunis again but this time,she's Mira Burke, remember? Janessa's transformation. The blonde hair,the eyes...
Anyway,hows the new cover? Do we still want the old one? I'm updating cause i might not update tomorrow. Now to the story...enjoy!

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"Why do you hate me?"

Why did i hate him? Did he do anything wrong? No. This was the first time we were having a conversation. Why have i been mean to him? Why am i being such a Regina George?

"You seem to space out a lot"
he said with a light chuckle.

I smiled.
"I don't hate you."

"You've been nothing but mean to me"

I'm still trying to figure it out. Okay, i remember that day in class when he stared at me for hours. Maybe that was why i was mean to him.

"You're a starer. You stare too much. In class and at the cafeteria "

"Have you ever thought that i might have been looking elsewhere? Just because i looked in your direction doesn't mean i was staring at you. Not everything is about you,you know?"

As if realising what he just said, he shook his head,i thought they would cone rolling down.

"No, i don't mean it that way. I'm so sorry"

"Its fine. You only told me the truth,anyway. I'm sorry."

He smiled. I smiled.
"So,am i forgiven?"

"Nope. Only on one condition"

Yeah,no. I knew it wasn't going to come free of charge.

"Which is?"

He stroked his chin as his face morphed into a thinking position.
"See a movie with me tomorrow at 4. All expenses paid. And get this, there will be a buffet after it."

I rolled my eyeballs. Then i said.
"How about i give you $25 and you forgive me?"

He shook his head smiling
"Nope. Movie or Nada"

"I guess the movie is a better choice"

He pumped his fist in the air. It was quite a sight. I laughed and he started laughing too.

Soon,the bell made an ear piercing sound.
"Well,that's my cue"

"Hey, nessa, do you mind dropping me off? "

I smiled and nodded. I helped him up. I got him in my car and i started the car. Then i turned to him
"Hey Shawn? You're not that bad"

"That's a compliment,right?"

I nodded and pulled out from my parking spot. He directed me to his house. As i drove, i put on the radio

Got a long list of ex lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
Cause I've got a blank space babe
And I'll write your name

Shawn held his hand as a fake mic. Then he started singing,more like screaming the lyrics of Blank Space by Taylor Swift.

"Someone's a closet Taylor fan "

I saw a bit of pink on his cheek and i smiled. I turned up the volume.
He felt shy to sing again, so i continued the song,taking several peeks at him. Soon, he hummed along then he started screaming to the song.
"STOP THE CAR!!"

Huh?. I stopped. He let out a breath. We were here,at his house. He turned to look at me.
"It was nice seeing the girl behind the makeup and fancy schmancy outfit."

"What,so my makeup and outfit is horrible?"

"No. You look perfect. But its nice to know that you're not like other girls. Your voice is amazing by the way, but its nothing compared to you, you're beautiful inside and out"

I laughed a little.
"Okay,Shakespeare , good night."

"Can Shakespeare get your number?"

I took his phone and he took mine. We put our numbers.

After i drove off, i felt my cheeks flaming up as i remembered the things he said. He really was not what i expected. But why now of all times, why didn't i meet him before?
I should have hit him with a ball sooner.

I finished packing and got my outfit out for school tomorrow. My last day.

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"WAKE UP!!!"

Kyle.
I hit him with my pillow and sat up. My last day was here!
I brushed my teeth and had my bath. I washed my hair and dried it. Then i wore a blue long sleeved crop top and a low-high blue and white skirt with the front a palm above my knees and the back flowing behind me. I wore a white wedge. I applied my make up and curled my hair. Then i ran downstairs and took the pancakes and bacon strips Kyle made,and i headed out.

I went to school with Melissa (the name of my mustang,remember?). I picked Krysta up and we turned on the radio. The black veiled brides were on. We sang loudly to the lyrics of "lost it all"

"Omg Andy's voice!!"

krysta was obsessed with Andy Biersack. I was too,but no way was i letting her know that.

As we walked into homeroom,which we have together, i told her i was meeting Shawn at 4.
"What happened to ignoring the stalker?"

"Well...turns out he wasn't a stalker. We aren't together or anything. Its just a movie"

"Sure,whatever you say"

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Its Lunchtime. Classes were so so boring. I didn't have a single class with anyone i knew, which sucked. I went with Krysta to our table. The seniors had stopped sitting with us,they sat at the table at our back though.

My last day at school.
I got a low fat yogurt, some fries and chicken strips.
Krysta and i talked all through lunch. I felt Tori looking at me. I turned to her.

"why are you so happy?"

I grinned.
"Today is my last day. I'm moving to Tennessee. I'm leaving tomorrow "

Everyone stopped eating. Krysta smiled. Shawn looked like his heart as torn a couple of times,stepped on and taped back in his chest. I almost felt sorry for him. Almost.

"Stop lying to us, nessa. What's really going on? I'm your best friend. I deserve to know"

"Gawd! Tori you're so full of yourself. You only have the right to know whatever i tell you. And you aren't my best friend so get over yourself"

I got up and Krysta followed. We went to our next class. Seeing as it was my last day, i felt super confident. The air around me made me bold. I cant believe i just stood up to tori like that in the lunchroom where students recorded the whole events.