STOP. Read this chapter right after the next one. So so sorry. Just saw this now.
Krystas POV
I can't believe nessa was right. I can't believe I trusted him again. I know I love kyle. I thought there was a good side of him. Its my fault. I should've never trusted him. He was a player. He still is. Its what he does. Why did I ever think I was different from the other girls he went out with. I thought there was something else about him but I guess I was wrong. That was probably how he made other girls believe.
I woke up at past 12. I'm done crying. He doesn't deserve my heart or my tears and I wasn't going to waste my tears on him anymore. I'm stronger than this. I went shopping. I came back at 4 with three bags. Shopping was what I did when I was happy or sad. I wore a purple crop sweater and a Hollister short with a converse. I straightened my hair and put on light make up. My parents were out. I wrote on the dry erase board on the fridge that I was sleeping at a friends house tonight. I called Tori. Ever since Nathan left her, clubbing had been her guilty pleasure. Looks like she won't be the only one tonight.
She picked me up at 7. Who cares about kyle? I don't need him to make me happy.
I hate alcohol. The smell, the taste, the effect, everything. And no matter how sad I am, I would never taste it. I just danced through the night. And of course tori over drank. I drove us to her house and we spent the night . the next morning, I stayed home. I'm never going to talk to kyle or visit his house ever again. I changed my relationship status to single.
North's POV
Everyday I keep thinking about Kyle and how he left me before I even had him. I checked his profile again. His relationship status was...its complicated...wait what? Maybe they broke up and he's single again. Maybe I still have a chance with him. But I can't rely on a social network. Maybe they just had a small fight and everything will be over tomorrow.
I checked krystas profile. She was single?. She posted "it is over now. "They really broke up?... I squealed and came out of my room which has been my hiding spot for two days now.
When I enter the living room, everyone looks at me shocked. Except skye. She looked at me with disgust and goes to her room. Kyle looked at me
"Its been long since I heard that sound."I giggled. I was really happy. I went to the kitchen and got a Pb&js and took them up with a bottle of coke.
I am back.*squealll.
I received a call from Eva.I went downstairs. You guys, Eva wants us to rehearse our lines for part audition tomorrow.
"I'm getting the lead role. I know it already" said skye with a smirk on her face."You deserve to have the lead" said jace drooling.
Just then, nessa came in.
"Guys did you hear? Auditions tomorrow""We did. We're all psyched."
Skye looked outside then came back in.
"Nessa, your car isn't here""No. My brother dropped me off. He'll pick me in an hour.
Did I hear right? Kyle was coming back here? I have to plan fast. Its either he's mine or not. Today I have to do something.
Everyone went to the backyard to rehearse . I followed. But when it was almost time for kyle to come, I snuck to my room, sprayed perfume and put on some makeup. Let's see him resist this.
When I see his car from the window, I go down and open the door.
"Come on in""Where's everyone?"
"Upstairs"
Then I took him to my room.
"I thought they were upstairs. Shouldn't I hear them about now?""Yeah. Look we have to talk kyle"
"Uh...OK sure
"I only met you once but I think I might like you"
"Not this again. I have a girlfriend"
"No you don't. Last I checked, she was single"
"Look, I'm not looking for a relationship. I have to go to college soon."
"At least give me a chance"
I came closer to him and held his hands.
"North,where have you been? We've been looking for-..............what's going on here?"
Who else to interrupt my moment than perfect little skye?.
"Its not what it looks like." Said Kyle before leaving.
"Well well well if it isn't the little tramp"
"What do you want Skye?"
"I want you to leave my best friends brother and leave here for good. Aren't you ashamed of yourself"
"What are you? My mom? How dare you tell me what to do and what not to do?"
"How dare I not? You're not doing the right thing. Can't you see he doesn't love you?" She shouted at me.
"What do you know about love? What kind of love are you talking about? The one you have never had or the one your parents forgot to give to you? Face it, Skye, your parents don't want you and I don't blame them. You're a worthless piece of perfect trash. Now leave my room"
By the look on her face, I had struck a nerve.
North 1
Skye 0Not long since skye left, Nessa came in and slapped me on my face.
"How much of a jerk can you be, north?"The innocent face should be good now.
"What did I do?""What did you do? Really? First you caused a fight between my brother and my best friend, then you made skye cry?. "
"She made me angry. It's not my fault"
"She saw you holding hands with my brother. Which sane person wouldn't be mad at that? I'll say this only once. Stay away from kyle, skye and myself. "
She left. I went downstairs and everyone looked at me the way I look at rotten eggs. All except Brad.
I ran up to my bed. What have I done? This isn't me. I'm losing the only friends I have because of a one-sided feeling. This is just wrong. I need to think of a way to forget kyle and apologise to all of them. And the only way to that would be to bring Krysta and kyle back together. This is going to be one hard task.
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