for you ➳ emison au

Rollin's Return

unedited

third person.

Alison sat on the curb of Bayview Avenue and just sat there, staring blankly at the blue sky. She wondered where her sister might be and what her brothers might be doing. She looked down to her old diary and picked it up. She opened it to the very first page and it was about he day she first met Emily.

She glanced up to the sky,

"Memories. I'm glad I wrote down some special moments of whatever happened to me back in highschool," She murmured.

She looked back to her diary and flipped to the last page. It was about the day she left Emily.

She ran her hand through the page and her hand stopped when she read the line at the bottom of the page.

"Just remember in your heart, that i'll be waiting for you."

It was neatly written on the page in cursive. Alison looked up to the sky again and wondered if Emily really did wait for her. If she did wait for her then why was she fucking some other girl a few days ago. Alison sighed and placed her diary on her lap.

I can't be selfish, Alison thought, I've dated a few people... She could too.

but the difference is... She didn't date anyone. She just fucked them, The voice in Alison's head shot back.

"Shut up," She said in between gritted teeth and she clenched her fists. She was made at herself–or maybe at the voice in her head–right now.

"Talking to ourselves now, are we?" She heard a masculine voice say behind her, startling Alison. Alison flinched then chuckled when she realized who's voice that was.

She turned around and her eyes met a pair of brown one's.

"Dr. Rollins," (A/N; omg)

Rollins (idk his name so lets just call him rollins) sat down next to Alison and he lets out a sigh.

"Heard your dating the oh-so famous, Emily Fields, huh?"

Alison gave him a tight smile and murmured, "Yea, I love her."

Which was true. This was the only time she actually admitted it. It just slipped out but it sounded like a confession though. Alison scrunched up her nose and giggled,

"Yeah." She blurted out, "I do love her!"

Rollins chuckled and patted Alison's back lightly, not wanting to cross any boundaries, "I think the whole world already knows,"

Alison frowned. She never liked it when people treat her as if she was like really famous, technically she is but, she doesn't like it. She doesn't feel like she's an inspirational person either... Sure for some people but she hasn't done anything well.

Like what Rosa Parks did and what Martin Luther King did... And Mother Teresa–

"You're overthinking things, Ali," Rollins said, snapping Alison out of her thoughts.

"Maybe I am." Murmured Alison.

Rollins stood up and looked down to Alison, "Do you need a ride?"

Alison nodded.

Alison picked up her journal and shoved it in her backpack. She stood up and followed Rollins to his car.

—

Emily Fields looked at Mary and furrowed her eyebrows. She didn't know what she was doing in her house and why because it wasnt the working hours...

"Emily," Mary sobbed, "I-I can't find Ali... She's g-gone,"

Emily's eyes widened and her lips slightly parted, her eyes darting in different direction.

"Maybe-Maybe she was just t-taking a walk? Or maybe she t-thought she needed t-to buy stuff?" Emily stammered.

Mary fell on her knees and she buried her face in her hands, sobbing.

"What am I going to say to Jason? Jax? Alison's been away for a week now!"

Emily couldn't find the words to say. She wasn't much of a person who was to comfort people because she would fail miserably. She didn't know what to say to stop her from crying.

"U-Um... It's okay, we're going to find her," Emily murmured. She was more like saying that to herself and not to Mary. It was like she was trying to convince herself that they are going to find Alison.

Emily turned to Mary, "When and where was the last time you saw Alison? We are going to find Alison and we're going to take her home safe. In order to do that, we need to do this quickly."

—

Alison screamed when Rollins gripped on her hair. He leaned into her ear,

"You promised me!" He yelled furiously, "You promised me we would be each other's till the end but you were a dyke the whole time?!"

Alison didn't answer because her mouth was swollen, her face was full of cuts, her body was covered in bruises. She was crying and begging Rollins to stop but he wouldn't. He said he had been planning for this day ever since the day she left him 2 years ago.

Why did I even agree to this?

Rollins picked up Alison's bag and grabbed her diary out. He laughed maniacally and opened it to the first page.

"Emily fucking Fields. Again," He muttered in disgust, "Get over her you whore!" He yelled kicking me right at the ribs making Alison yelp in pain,

Rollins panted and threw Alison's diary on the floor, making a loud thud. Alison flinched as the diary made contact with the ground. Rollins laughed maniacally and stormed out of the room.

Alison breathed heavily as she brought her hand to her sides.

"Ugh," She grimaced when a sharp of pain went through her body. She felt kind of dizzy and before she knew it she passed out.

—•—

my crush is so fucking rude OMG. We had to write cards for each and everyone of our classmates but the card could only contain like at least one adjective. For HER I wrote INTIMIDATING. Then like today, she asked me how she was intimidating like she was PLAYIN WITH ME.

I was a stuttering mess and she was looking at me in amusement as I blushed furiously—Ugh fuck her.

xo, ash.