Twisted

Chapter 6: Best Friends

I woke up in a sunny morning. Definitely not my day. Why? Its monday,I kept thinking about my dream last night,and all of my friends turned their back on me since the day that Blake died. And beyond that, I was late.
"Amber!!!!!!!!" Nathan hollered from down stairs.
"I'm coming!!!!!" I shouted back.
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I entered the school with my head down. Ashamed that every judgemental eyes will stare at me.

I was walking down the hallway,when someone stopped me. Looking down my arm a hand with manicured nails grasped it. Mandy.
"I told you that he never deserved you better yet you never deserved him. Look what it got him,he was supposed to be mine. But you got him blinded as fuck." Her grip stronger as she was talking.
"We both know that it wasn't anyone's fault. I know you loved him but he never loved you back. He was never yours. He was mine. And nothing will change that,you just have to move on." I stated emotionless but deep inside I was crying and full of pain.
After that chat,I walked off. Leaving her agape. Not only did I hurt her in my words but I had hurt myself too. It broke me to pieces again just when I thought I was pieced back together.
I was walking alone,when someone garabbed me again. What is wrong with people grabbing me?!
Then I turned around. Daniel Collins. Gazing his grey eyes down at me with pure sadness and worry.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
"Mandy." I retorted. With anger lacing my voice.
"Don't worry about her. She's just too caught up with the death because she lost her sex toy." He answered irritated by the fact.
I gave him a smile,entertained by what he said. He answered with a smile too. And let me tell you,that smile was so dazzling. And he has DIMPLES!!!!!!!!!!!! Like talk about perfection. I was still dazed with his face when he snapped me out of my trance.

"Amber?" He asked.
"Hmmm?" I hummed.
"I asked if you wanna go to class now because we're definitely late." He said almost chuckling at my facial expression which is having red cheeks.
"Uhh.. O-okay.." I stuttered to confirm my answer.
"Let's go then." He said.
"Wait,do we have the same class?" I asked.
"Yeah,you might not notice me cause I'm at the very corner of the room being silent." He answered. Oh okay then.
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Classes are over. Finally. I have been waiting from first period to last that classes would be over. People just don't know their limitations,and that's the reason why I was waiting to get out of this hell hole.
They were all blaming me for what happened. Why does it always have to be me? Why does fate hate me?

I was near our foyer when the rain poured down. Mother Nature finally felt my feelings. I was glad that I got home before it started raining. I opened the door and had met with complete silence. Too clichéd for me.
I got up to my room and basically crashed my bed staring up the ceiling.
Why do I have to endure this pain from everyone around me? Does anyone really care for me? Or is it just their facade that had been keeing their true personality? Am I really alone?
I was too deep in thought that I didn't notice that I was already crying.

I need my best friend

The last thought I had then I drifted off too sleep.
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Daniel's POV
I can't get her out off my mind. Ugh fucking wimp! Ofcourse you couldn't,you loved her longer that Blake!
That is true. I loved her-or probably love her- longer that her ex-boyfriend Blake. But the problem is I've hurt her deeper than a hundred stab wounds. If I go back to her life,I might hurt her again. I'm too scared that if she knew who I really was,maybe this small tinge of friendship I have with her now will vanish,and I'm just starting over. I don't want to lose her again. I'll just have to compromise. I need her back in my life. I need my best friend back.