Twisted

Chapter 8: Truth?

Daniel's POV

I was still stricken with her response. What the fuck just happened? Gosh! I was supposed to take it slow,but now my cover's been blown! Thanks Mrs. Grey for telling her everything! Note the sarcasm.

After that heated conversation. I left immediately. I was too much of a coward to tell her my reasons not telling her the truth. Now I'm lying on my bed thinking about a way to get this work. I fucked up real bad!
I haven't told her who I was for the last four years because I was so afraid that she'll turn me down. After leaving her like that, I know that I've hurt her so much. I've wounded her heart for a very young age. But I also didn't handle the pain all to well. I've cried almost everyday. I know I was too young for love,but with the feeling I have for her I know what it was. I just don't know if she'll love me back. I never really told anyone what I really feel about her,not even my best friend Blake. That's why he got her first-fuck I even helped him to get her. Even though I was head over heels for her-sadly but true-I still helped my best friend to fall in love. He was too fucked up to tell me that he needed love,but I saw it in his eyes the way he looked at Amber. It broke my heart at first but I slightly got over it-for my best friend. He's got love and I've got a heart break. I know it's unfair but this is reality. You don't get what you want.

For the last four years,I've wanted to tell her that I am Danny,her long lost best friend. But guilt tripped me up on the way of telling her. Each step I take to tell her,images of her sobbing about what happened guilt-tripped me,that's why I had to hold it in. After a long helding in,this was the time I gathered up my courage to tell her,but for some unfortunate reason,fate didn't agree with me.
Pain was sipping in while her words are running through my mind. I can't believe that I've lost my best friend again in the process of making everything right.
One question remains in my mind as the darkness covered up the night sky- How will I make things right now?