Twisted

Chapter 12:Old self

Sitting by the kitchen bar while holding a red cup half-filled with beer, watching all those horny teenagers to grind up with their dance partners. It disgusted me. But this is my way to forget all my problems.

Sipping the beer from my cup added up to my dizziness but I didn't care less. Continuing to sip from my cup,some guys eye me up. Disgusting! When did wearing jeans and a shirt become sexy? Well maybe my shirt and jeans were fitted,but I was not beyond sexy or sexy at all.

I finished the beer on my cup and on the way to refilling it but something stopped me to so this. That something was a memory. The memory of Blake making out with Mandy while drunk. And with that I stopped in my tracks and proceeded to get out from this house.

What came up to my mind and go to this bullcrap of a party? My problems with Daniel blurred my sanity,which lead me here. I'm glad that I wasn't that drunk to the point that a one night stand will be the answer to all my problems.

Walking in the slightly lit street,I was deep in thought-thinking about everything that had come up in my mind. But one topic has stayed,my relationship with Daniel.

Why does it have to end up like this? I was already warming up to him,and I have even considered him as my friend until this happened. He helped me through Blake's death,he had been on my side since. From the rumors that I've heard he's a player, but with the actions he's portraying towards me, those rumors are just lies. But I really don't know him now,so I can't say that my hunch is correct-him being a player. Maybe he's just doing tht for me,because he feels pity towards me. Or maybe he wants to get into my pants or even be close to me just to reunite our friendship. Psh! Dream on babe!

I headed through the door of some pub. This thought got me thirsty for some beer. And the thought pf heading home was long forgotten. Atleast here, I felt that I wasn't some puny teeanager with a speck of problem. I need to get my old self back- and when I say old self. Troubled,law breaker or best known as badass.

Let's start off now shall we?