Twisted

Chapter 15:Back to Square one

I was cleaning up my desk when the devil went up to me and asked.

"Where were you last Saturday night,even yesterday morning?" He asked while glaring at me.

Wow! He the balls to do that to me. Amazing! NOT!

"That's none of your business,Collins." Equally glaring at him.
"You were not home yesterday,your parents are worried sick. You didn't even have the nerve to call them? I know I shouldn't be doing this-" I cut him off.
"Damn right you shouldn't." I cussed at him.
"I know,but I was really worried-" I cut him off again.
"You really shouldn't." I glared daggers at him.
"Would you just let me finish?" He glared daggers at me too. And with that I just walked out on him.

Ugh! Why does he have to do that? He doesn't own me. I'm nothing to him. I was once something to him and he was once something to me. But everthing changed. He changed. I changed. We all change. We cannot stop that part on our life.

My phone rang snapping me out of my trance. Ethan. Life-savior!!!!! Thank God.I answered it.

"Hello?"
"Hi baby!" He amswered with an excited voice.
I laughed. "What's got you in a good mood? And baby? Really? We haven't even dated yet."
"Well for your first question,I'm going to transfer to your school for the rest of senior high. And second,I just wanted to call you baby. And third,we are going to date soon. So does that answer your questions baby?" He asked with his deep husky voice.
"Yes baby. And I'm excited in seeing you here now that you're transferring." I answered.
"I'm so excited too. But I got to go. I've been in the bathroom for 15 min. my math teacher's going to kill me. Talk to you later baby,and one more thing I know you're late to class."

The fuck how did he know that?

"Yeah yeah,you got me. Talk to you later baby. Don't make your teacher be pent up with anger now that you've been hiding in the bathroom. Bye baby!" I said with an over exagerated voice.
"Ok baby. Bye!" He said and hung up.

Well that made up my day. Thank you baby. I'm starting to think that Ethan is really worth it.

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After an exhausting day at school,dismissal finally came through. I was walking through the front doors when someone stopped me.
What back to square one again?

I turned around to see who was keeping me away from freedom,and I saw Daniel Collins. Ugh!!!! Fuck my life. Well not literally.

"What do you want now Collins?" I asked irritated.
"Your mom wants me to take you home,she doesn't want a re-run of yesterday and the other day." He said. While he was saying it,his eyes were turning cold by the second.
"No." I answered flatly.
"Well you don't have a choice princess. As much as I want you to leave you here alone,I have been given a job to do,and that is babysitting you." He said turning his ice cold grey eyes from the locker to my eyes.
"Well maybe you should have said no." I said clearly so he could see pure hatred.
"Well maybe if you weren't being a badass bitch yesterday running away from everything,I wouldn't be in this situation too. So don't blame this on me,bitch. It's your fault too." As he said those time-stopping stab of words he walked out. True to his words,he left me alone.

Fine by me. But why do I get this gut-wrenching feeling that what I have said are wrong,and that I was the one who fucked this up again. Eh. Must be some lost hormones. Ugh!! Fuck you Collins!! For doing this to me!

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After a day of exhaustion,classes are finally done. I got out of class as quickly as I can,like a hyena on search of water. Hahaha just kidding.

As I got out,I walked slowly in the overcrowded hallway thinking of the events that popped up this wonderful fucking day.

I can't help but think my situation through out this day,cause that devil of an ex-best friend has taken up my mind with his guilt-wrenching,blood-trickling,worst-stabbing words. Before Blake died,I didn't care about other's opinion. Even if they said it personally. I don't give a flying shit for it. But now,I'm slowly slipping up. Slowly going back to my untamed personality. I got to get back on my track. I got to be this strong willed badass bitch I was once when Blake introduced me in the world of the Truth. I got to forget all those sappy-shit feelings,that slowly sunken in my deep dark soul and slowly turning it bright.

Forget Collins. If he sees you as one of a dirt in his path,then so be it. Don't give a shit on his opinions. Remember he's hurt you,not the other way around. And Ethan is there for you always. He's more worth it than that prick ex best friend. My subcocious said.

Hmmm. My subconscious is right. Well got to get my old-but-definitely-better version of myself. First off,go to Ethan for my new beginning.