Live For The Moment

Chapter 32: Marry me?

LUCY'S P.O.V

"What?" I asked.

"Zara got a call from Emma's mum. She drank bleach. She's in hospital," zayn told me.

"Is she gonna live?"

"They think so. She said she couldn't stand not being with Tom and that she couldn't live without him."

I groaned and paced up and down. My life was tits up. I had almost been murdered twice, my best friend attempted suicide and my band mate is gonna get life in prison for murder.

"Why can't my life be normal?" I shouted, pulling at my hair.

"Lu, relax babe. Everything's gonna be ok."

"How do you know Harry?!" I yelled. "You keep saying all these things to me and convincing me they're true and then they're not!"

I stopped shouting when I felt Mother Nature pay me a visit. I ran to the bathroom as quickly as possible without waiting for Harry's reply.

"Lu, baby," Harry said calmly. "Do you need your pads?"

"Ye."

I heard the scurrying of feet before there was a knock at the door.

"Can I come in?"

"Ye."

I unlocked the door and in walked my boyfriend with my pads. He always kept a spare pack on the bus for situations like this. I quickly changed them with Harry looking on with sad eyes. I didn't care if he saw me when I was doing the most private of stuff. Harry made me feel beautiful no matter what. I placed my lips onto his.

'I'm sorry for yelling at you," I said.

"It's ok. It's your time of the month. I grew up with two women so I'm kinda used the abuse," Harry laughed.

I giggled and hugged him.

"You don't have those spare clothes I gave you for emergencies do you?" I asked.

"I only have a pair of your dungarees, but you can borrow one of my shirts to put on underneath?" Harry suggested.

"He please."

He kissed my cheek before leaving me in the loo again. He came back a few minutes later with his Hollister shirt and the spare dungarees. I quickly changed into them and tied my now brunette hair into a high pony tail. I had been way too busy to dye my hair and Harrys stylist, Lou Teasdale, said that she would take me to the Highlights, my favourite hair dye brand, to help me choose a new colour for my concert tomorrow. I decided while I was getting ready that it was time to put everything that has happened in the past few months behind me. I didn't have to go to Leo's trial as they had enough witnesses to give evidence so I wouldn't have to suffer refreshing the memories, and Deano's trial probably wouldn't be for a few months if he was charged. And as for Emma? I was gonna call her later that night, check up on her state.

"Hey," I said as I walked into the living room.

All of One Direction were sat around the small table, but there was no sign of The Lights.

"Where's my band?" I asked, grabbing a banana.

"They've gone to visit Deano. The Police want to question them as well," Liam said.

"Eugh! I just wish I could put all this behind me."

I took one bite out of the fruit then threw it in the bin. I just hadn't been hungry lately. Last week, I barely ate anything last week. I know Harry had noticed, but so far he hadn't said anything.

"Lu, are you sure you don't want a fry up?" Niall asked.

"I'm sure. Just thinking about it makes me sick."

I looked at Harry who was staring at me funny. His eyes trailed down to my covered stomach. I'd lost so much wait it was unbelievable. Harry stood up and dragged me down to the living room and locked the door.

"Pull your shirt up," Harry said rather sternly.

"What?"

"I said pull your shirt up."

I sighed and pulled down my dungarees and hesitantly pulled up my shirt. Harry stared sympathetically at it. You could see my ribs and my stomach was so flat I would be surprised if there were even organs in there.

"Why aren't you eating?" Harry asked, tracing the outline of my stomach.

"I.. I don't know. I just haven't been hungry."

"Come on."

Harry grabbed my hand and picked up his phone off the table. He ran out of the living room and through the kitchen.

"Guys, I just need to show Lu something. Be back in 5."

It was my first concert tonight. One Direction were opening for me. Before the boys could reply, Harry had dragged me out of the bus and we were in the parking lot of the car park.

"Holy shit."

I looked over at the fence and behind it there were at least 700 screaming girls pushed up against the iron bars. As soon as they saw Harry and I, they started to scream even louder.

"They your fans or mine?" I asked Harry.

"Yours, c'mon!"

I squealed as he grabbed my hand and we ran over to the fence where security were heavily guarding. As we got closer, the girls and boys stuck their hands through the fence, some of them crying.

"Oh my god," I said, raising my hand to my mouth. "Are these all mine?"

"Yep. They're all your Starlights, Lu. I told you, you're amazing."

"I have to do something."

I let go of Harrys hand and ran up to the nearest tour bus. I climbed up the ladder that led to the roof.

PLAY THE CHORUS TO LAST FIRST KISS BY ONE DIRECTION NOW AND CONTINUE READING

I stood on top of the roof and looked out on all of my Starlights. I looked up to the sky and said something I'd always dreamed of saying.

"I did it! I fucking did it!" I screamed at the top of my voice.

STOP THE SONG AND CONTINUE READING

The crowd of fans roared with screams and I saw Harry who was stood there, laughing and shaking his head. I jumped off the roof and ran up to Harry and leapt into his arms.

"Thank you. Thank you so, so, so, so much. You've got me everything I've wanted," I whispered in his ear.

"And I have everything I've ever wanted. Almost," Harry said.

"What do you mean?"

I noticed that all my crew, band mates and the rest of One Direction were now out in the courtyard. I gave Harry a confused look.

"What's going on?" I asked.

"Lu, we've been together for almost three years. I've never felt like this before. You make my life complete and I couldn't live without you so.."

He got down on one knee and I gasped.

"Will you marry me?"

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