Addictive Love

Chapter sixteen

When I got home from practice that day, I just went to my room and cried. I shouldn't feel bad because its not my fault that me and Colton broke up. If he hadn't of cheated on me then we would still be together. For some weird reason, I feel sorta like I miss him.

Which is really stupid because nobody in their right mind would miss that kind of person, but I do. I think I really did love him. But I don't think we should date again.

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The next morning, when I woke up, my first thought was Colton and how I couldn't wait to see him! But then I remembered that we weren't dating and it all came back to me. Today after school, I was supposed to have some friends over to celebrate my belated birthday, but I didn't feel like it. I didn't really feel like anything right now.

When I was ready I walked down to the bus stop and waited with my headphones blasting in my ears. I was really hoping that Becca would be on the bus. All I needed was a friend.

About five minutes later, the bus turned into our street. I climbed the stairs up into the bus and luckily I found Becca. She had saved me a seat! I sat down next to her and smiled. But quickly that smile faded. I keep forgetting about the thing with Colton, and when I remember it, it makes me feel all the pain, embarrassment and misery all over again. It was terrible.

I talked with Becca and she was very supporting and she actually took away the pain for a little bit. Sadly, we got to school and it felt like a really quick ride. I was so nervous to see Colton. He probably thought I was an idiot or something.

Me and Becca decided to go to our lockers and put our books in. To my disappointment, when I turned the corner, Colton was already at his locker. My heart sank when I saw Rachel with him. I just felt embarrassed! I wanted to turn the other way but it was to late, he already saw me.

Right when he saw me, he turned and gave Rachel a kiss. I stared in disbelief. It absolutely broke my heart.