Supernatural One Shots

Sunshine

(A/N) First, this is strictly platonic. No Wincest. I'm not against it or anything, i respect your ships but this is just from one sibling to the other. To set the scene, John took Sam away when he was 3 and left Dean with Bobby. Dean is strong but everyone, no matter how strong. breaks. I'm going to be referring to John in bold and Sam in normal script. That's why this note is underlined so it doesn't get too confusing.

You are my Sunshine

I felt empty, nothing mattered anymore. He was so important to me and now he was gone. I hadn't seen him in years. Sure, I seemed fine on the outside and acted like it didn't hurt me, but it did. It hurt so bad that I couldn't describe it. It was always there. The feeling of not having anyone. I had friends and people who cared but I didn't have him. I needed him and I didn't have him. He was my everything and he got taken away from me. I fought so hard to keep the tears at bay.

My only Sunshine

He was the only one who mattered to me. So as I sat there in my dark room, I stopped trying to keep it in. I let it all go. Tears upon tears fell on my face. He was all I cared about. He made everything better when it was bad. He was the one I cared for most and now he was gone. Depression is a bitch, and shes grabbed me by the neck and won't let go.

You make me happy

Tears dripped down my chin as I bawled my eyes out.Everyone had that one person. Everyone. Be it a best-friend, a lover or a cousin or a sibling. but everyone has that one person who was their other half. He was that for me. I wouldn't be complete without him by my side. I couldn't stop crying. It just kept coming.

When skies are gray

When things were bad just the thought of him would make me smile. Even if I was crying, I smile through the tears because the thought of him came with all those amazing memories. The memories of us as kids. I screamed and cried. I picked up everything i could get my hands on and flung it across the room.

You'll never know dear

He'll never know the way I felt about him because I would never be able to tell him. I had no idea where he was or how he was. I didn't know anything about him. He should be here, in my arms so i could take care of him. He was my brother. For all I know, he could have forgotten about me by now. He might even hate me, thinking I left him. But I didn't, I did all I could for him but that wasn't enough. He's the reason I randomly smile but he's also the reason I'll burst into tears at any given moment. I walked up to wall slamming my fist into it. It hurt like a bitch but i deserved it. i deserve it for letting him go.

How much I love you

I love him so fucking much. Words will never convey how much I love him. I never stopped looking for him and I never will. He was and still is my everything. I miss him so much. I needed him with me. I'd spent too long away from him. The blackness inside me just kept growing. The space he once took up. No one to explain how it feels. There's just a part of me missing, a very important part.

Please don't take my sunshine away

And he took him away from me. He stole him. He pulled him away as we both desperately tried to hold on to each other, but he was so much stronger. God knows what he told him. After all he was just a young boy when it happened. I slid down the door, head falling into my hands. My whole body ached. Anger filled me and I just wanted to scream. My body shook and the sound of my sobs filled the air. I don't know when I'll see him again or when I'm lucky enough to see him. But one thing is for sure, when I do see him someone better be there to hold me back. because I'm going to rip out his fucking throat.

(A/N)

Most of you wont read this. But if you do, take this *hands a piece of rainbow cake*

I know this sucks but I just wanted to write this to say, everybody breaks. We see Dean as this strong macho guy but inside he's just a scared little boy. No matter how big and tough, everyone breaks. Never mock someone for breaking down. That one kid that sits at the back of the class and keeps their head down, the one that gets bullied. Go up to them and say hi, show them that you're there for them if they need you. Occasionally ask a friend if everything is okay and how things are going. Show them you care. That friend that everyone treats as the third wheel and is left out in conversations, talk to them and make sure they aren't forgotten. Smile at a stranger when you walk pass them because you don't know how small an act could make big difference. Most importantly remember, you are cared about.

I've seen so many comments on depressing parts of Wattpad stories saying that they can relate to whats happening that I just want to say that you guys are amazing, you guys are just so amazing. If you ever need someone to talk to then just message me saying something like "I dropped my piece of cake" and I will instantly know that something is wrong. I know how difficult it is to start a conversation about stuff that's getting you down. I wont judge you but I will help you. I had an online friend there for me when I was down and I had a few problems in life and stuff that were bugging me but they helped me through it and helped me stop a friend from doing something really stupid. Just remember that I care

Bye guys, take care