[Tom] Wingardium Leviosa My Heart [Felton] *sequel*

chapter twenty

“Dan! How did you get time off from Broadway?!” I asked now coming to realization.

“The other cast is filling in this month.” Dan explained.

With this news Jessica grinned, turning his face to hers, and planting several small teasing pecks upon his lips.

I couldn't help, but grin herself. I loved seeing my blood sister happy. Sometimes, Jessica would get so depressed from missing Dan. It would be almost impossible to get her out of bed without bribe.

At the same time for being happy for Jess I was also envious. I wished that it somehow had worked for me and Tom as it had for Jess and Dan.

“So,” Alex broke my longing trance as he pulled me closer (if possible) to him, while I sat on his lap “When doesn't filming start?”

I looked at Alex with a quizzical look.

“The movie?” He chuckled.

“OH! Uhm... next week, right?” I looked to Jess.

“Yupp.” Was all Jess said before she planted another peck on Dan.

“Damn, you two get a room.” Charlie laughed.

“That is SUCH a good idea!” Jess marveled Dan already leading the way pulling her along to the door.

“What about your food?!” I called to her.

“Get a box!” She called back as Dan called to Rupert telling him he was taking the car.

“Well.... not sure I can eat now.” Jenifer joked.

“Grody.” I shivered.

“You cold?” Alex asked

I looked to him seeing him wink and urging me to go along.

“Oh, yeah, just a tad.” I said running my hands over my bare arms in my attempt to “keep warm.”

“Here.” He said pushing me to stand and taking off his waiters apron and than his hoodie which just happened to be a T.G.I. Friday work hoodie.

“You aren't getting this hoodie back. Just thought I'd let you know.” I said a bit muffled as I pulled the hoodie on over my head.

“I've got a million, babe. Keep it.” He said sitting back down.

The hoodie fit perfectly being a bit baggy and was wonderfully warm from Alex's body heat. It also smelled of him. Still that same sexy axe smell that he had always lingering on him when I had dated him. I could remember snuggling up to him for hours just taking in his scent while watching 'I Love Lucy' … well, I was watching. Alex was sleeping.

I laughed at the thought.

“What?” Alex asked pulling Delilah back down on his lap.

“I was just thinking about how you could never stay awake during 'I Love Lucy'.” I laughed

Alex smiled warmly.

Alex and I did date, this was true. He was my first boyfriend so obviously my memories of him are strong, as you never forget your first love. Alex and I had dated for a year, but as it can happen in any relationship we grew apart. As Alex and I grew apart Josh and Alex grew together. I wasn't mad about it at all. Alex had told me how he was confused about things. I cared about him a lot and I only wanted him to be happy with who he was. So, I guess you can say I was just as happy as I was hurt seeing us end.

“You know you have a hoodie in the car.” Josh pointed out harshly not looking me in the eye.

“Oops?” Was all I could say.

I was just a little shocked at Josh's behavior, but I suppose it's understandable. The subject of Alex has always bee touchy for him and now here Alex was sitting at the table with us.

“It's not even cold in here.” Tom sneered

I looked to Tom. His arm slung over Andi pulling her close as he stared into his now empty glass. His jaw clenching and nose flaring while his face flushed a bit. I couldn't believe it. He. Is. JEALOUS! My heart took a leap while my mind told me I should be ashamed of myself. My heart beat faster while I smirked very deviously. I knew it was wrong. Very wrong to feel all the surges of emotions that were rushing through me like adrenaline. Happiness at the revenge I was getting and victory for the small sign of revenge I was getting for Tom toying with me if I wasn't what he wanted. I knew that was bad. It amazing how much jealousy could change a person in a split second. I didn't hate Andi and I never would wish bad things upon her let alone anyone else, but I can't say I wasn't jealous! At that moment I wanted to be her! The one feeling TOM'S arms around her, the one who was with him every waking moment (from how it seemed), the one who was could freely feel the electricity that ran through his lips as they touched hers, the one who was perfect through his eyes.

That's when I realized it... The TRUE reason I had rejected Tom three years back....

I didn't want to share. There was so much I could lose him to. All the gorgeous fans and close working actresses that look like super models. I was JEALOUS! If I were with him I'd only be a nervous wreck every time he went away for something. I didn't want to be put through that. DAMN! I was a jealous selfish bitch! I was really getting myself in way too deep. I shouldn't let flames rekindle. But...

I mean, normally, when someone sees that they are in deep they are trying to think of ways to get out... there was a itching in my skin. Almost like.... a a withdrawal from an addiction... I was beginning to wonder if it was from no coffee, but I already knew that wasn't the case. It was from Tom. That rush, that chemistry, that spark, the little rekindle of the flame! Within that moment between us it had just turned into a massive lab fire that was about to take out the building and all it's people and there was no fireman who could put it out..