I'm Sorry

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REYNOLD'S POV


What the fuck...

Ang sakit, ang sakit sakit lang kasi.

Oo alam ko gago ako, pero dati yun. Diba nya nakita na nag bago. I never showed her that I didn't want her, I fucking want her... So bad to the point that it drives me crazy.

Sampal lang sa muka yung malalaman ko na pinag dududahan nya ko.

I get why she doesn't trust me, I know too well why. But I'm not that kind of guy anymore.

Nag palamig muna ako ng ulo sa labas kasi feeling ko makakasapak ako ng tao eh, inis na inis lang talaga ako.

Buti nalang tapos na ko sa mga bts kung hindi, hindi ko magagawa ng maayos yun. Umupo muna ako sa sidewalk and even out my breathing, tinext ko si Mark na baka di nako makakasama sakanila.

I think I can't go back there... What Chris said really hurt me in the heart.

Nagulat nalang ako bigla kasi may bumusina sa harap ko, tumayo agad ako para tinignan kung sino yung bumusina para murahin ko kasi nasa sidewalk na nga ako eh bubumisanahan pa ko? Nakita ko si Lake pala yung nag dri-drive, "You look horrible." She said.

"I feel horrible." A lot more horrible.

"Did I... I mean... Kasalan ko ba?" Tanong nya.

"What?" Anong kasalanan nya?

"Kaya ganyan itsura mo, parang namatayan ka eh. Nag away ba kayo ni Chris dahil sakin?"

"Sayo?" Umiling ako "No we just had a stupid misunderstanding."

"Sigurado ka kasi I feel guil--"

"Look Lake it's just a misunderstanding between us, so don't worry about it." Kahit na pinagseselosan ka nya I still think it's not your fault, she chose to get jealous of you kahit na wala naman sya dapat pag selosan sayo.

Tinignan ko si Lake at parang di parin sya naniniwala sakin, "Know what? Can you just give me a ride home? Tutal same way naman eh, I'm to tired to call a cab and mas tipid." Tsaka mas safe kay Lake.

"Sus oo naman no, sakay ka na." Sumakay ako sa passenger seat and Lake drove our way home.

Di na ganun ka traffic pauwi since medyo late narin naman, nakarating kami sa taft almost 12 midnight na.

"Thanks ulet Lake." Sabi ko,

"You're always welcome." Ngiti nya sakin.

At that moment tinitigan ko lang sya, now I know why everyone seems to think na may chance kami. She's sexy, down right sexy.

Mabait pa and may humor.

"What? Bakit ka nakatingin sakin ng ganyan?" Tanong nya, "I was just wondering why I haven't really noticed you before." I blurted out and then I saw her blush.

See she likes me, why can't I just like her?! Mas madali ang buhay, di pa ko masasaktan, di ko pa kailangan mangligaw.

"I've been asking that same question myself." She said as she lean closer, I don't why I lean forward too. Siguro na curious lang ako why everyone sees us the perfect couple.

Alam ko na hahalikan nya ko and I was allowing it until... Christine's face pops up.

I can't do this to her... To myself.

Kasi kahit nasaktan nya ko sa mga sinabi nya kanina she's still the one in my heart.

I lean back instantly and said "Sorry... I can't do it."

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