Dear reader,
Tonight is a rare night where my mind is blank, well not really, but you get my point. Coincidentally, I'm listening to Spotify on shuffle and Art of Moving On by Heffron Drive just came up. Just as I'm writing this, the lyrics literally went on to 'you're always on my mind'. So yeah, I have someone on my mind but I'm trying to be a better person.
It's hard when you can't control your own mind and heart. My mind automatically thinks about her when I wake up and it goes back to her just before I sleep, heck I just had a dream about her last night and I wish I didn't, I wish none of this is happening and that I can control my own thoughts and feelings because she doesn't feel the same way. Then again, no one can control their mind and heart, you can't change who you are and who you care about.
I'm going to stop paddling against the waves and let them bring me to where I need to be, I'm just exhausting myself by fighting it. I accept that she's on my mind, maybe I'm on hers. Who knows. Well, I'm going back to watching The Office so I'll see you guys tomorrow.
Sincerely,
Eugene.
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