Nobody Has To Know

Chapter Twenty

*Chris POV*

“Ma just chill, I’m on it” I said into the phone with Mama. I had just got done telling her about what happen to Chay and how she been taking it. Now she over here fussing, cussing me out at the same time as she’s crying.

“What you going to do?” she said and I just stared up at the ceiling. I didn’t want to tell her about the shit we got plan for this nigga. In VA Mama knew what I was doing and she would say all the time she didn’t like it. “Chris don’t do anything stupid. Your famous now and you’re in the public eye.”

“You think I give a fuck that b-”

“You don’t use that kinda of language with me Chris, I’m not one of your friends I’m your mother and you know you can’t be out here doing crazy shit. You worked to hard to get where you at now”

“You don’t think I know that ma. I just want justice for Chay”

“You ain’t fuckin Superman Chris!” she said yelling into the phone

“Ma I knew you wouldn’t understand. Look I need to get off the phone before I say something I will regret. So I talk to you later ma”

“Chris you know I just care about you and I don’t want anything to you.”

“Yes I know”

“Okay...I love you and tell Chay I love her too”

“I love you too Ma” I said then hung up. I know who I am and I knew that there were going to be some complications but Im not going to let that shit Shawn did to Chay ride out like that. I know the cops ain’t going to do shit because they never do. Thats why you got to take shit into your hands and get things done sometimes.

I jumped in my car and drove to the studio that I have. It was late but I need to do something to get stuff of my mind. When I arrived I saw a light that was on and all I was thinking someone was up here stealing shit. I didn’t take the elevator up but instead took the stairs and the closer I got the more I heard some music. Then I saw that my dance studio light was on and the door was slightly open. Maybe Mijo ass was coming up with something for his dance company or something so I stuck my head in. A girl with half crop top and baggy sweatpants was dancing her ass off to My Mine-Jhene Aiko. Her hair was in a nice messy bun and was sporting some jordans. I was looking at her moves how she mixed some of that ballerina shit with some hip hop. Her body was moving so smoothly and effortlessly. Like the song somehow related to her, like her life story. Then she turned around and when she saw me she stopped as if she was in shock. “Sorry! I didn’t mean to um-”

“Chay it’s cool” I said walking farther in. I knew Chay could dance but I didn’t know she killed it on the floor like she just did. She started messing with her hair and clothes like she was nervous. “Nice moves. Why you didn’t tell me you could dance” I said smiling at her.

“Because I can’t. I just need to get out the house and do something. It helped me get out a lot of the emotions I was feeling, you know?”

“Yeah same here. Did it help any?” I said walking to the side rails .

“Yeah helped me some what” she said grabbing her stuff and started walking to the door.

“Hold up.” I said running after her and grabbed her arm.

“What Chris?” she said turning around. I couldn’t think of anything to say, but then my song started playing.

“Aww shit Chay you remember this shit” I said grabbing her hand and pulled her back in. I started dancing in front of her, making her laugh. “Chay don’t act like you don’t know this shit” then she started hitting old school dances. “Ayeee there you go” I said doing the cabbage patch. Chay followed right behind me doing the same thing, I looked back and saw her smiling. It was the first time in a awhile seeing her geniunly happy, and to know I was the one to make her smile made me feel good.

“It’s time for my all time favorite” said Chay when the song was about to go off and I knew exactly what she was talking about. We started doing the Kid and Play and you know me I’m going to try so show out and something extra. But all I knew was something went wrong with my footwork and I fell right on my ass. Chay bust out laughing, pointing, turning red and shit but I just shook my head and smiled up at her. “Thats what you get trying to show out on my favorite dance nigga”

“Shit stop making fun and help me up”

“Why should I, bro?” she said walking away and grabbed her iPod from the system and came back to where I was at.

“Because you lo-” I had to stop myself because saying that she love me might take us several steps back so I changed it up quick “-because you care about a nigga thats why” I said holding my hands out so she can help me get up. She grabbed my hands but I yanked her down onto the floor in between my legs.

“Bitch ass nigga! That shit hurt” she said rubbing her ass making me just stare at it.

“You want me to make it better” I said grabbing ahold of her waist and put her on top of me and started tickling her. All she did was laugh as she squirmed around on top of me and then I just stopped and looked in her eyes. She did the same and she was smiling down at me, I was slowly lifting my head up to kiss her. My lips was about 1 inch away from her lips and all I was thinking was ‘Yes she is finally letting a nigga in and letting her guard down again’ it felt like she was lowering herself down just so she can kiss me back. But then my phone started vibrating and started playing All Gold Everything meaning Tyga was calling me. Chay licked her lips and got up off me real quick.

“This shit better be important” I mumbled as I took my phone out my pocket. As soon as I clicked Tyga started talking.

“Hurry up and come to Mijo house we found some shit!” he said then clicked off. I just stared at my phone and shook my head. If not one thing it’s another but I knew that I needed to go, I got up from the floor and helped Chay up.

“I have to go-”

“Thats nothing different” Chay mumbled under her breath.

“What you say?” I said I just wanted her to be more clear and direct.

“Nothing just go Chris like you always do” she said crossing her arms and looked the other way “I was leaving anyway so it’s cool”

“Damn Chay can I do anything right” I said getting frustrated “Look when I leave Mijo house we can talk”

“You sure you ain’t going leave then too!” she yelled at me.

“Chay you got to understand what Im doing right now is to help you and if I could I wouldn’t even leave. Look at me” I said putting my finger under her chin making her look at me “Know one thing I’m not going no where. Remember that shit” I said walking away.

“Chris!” she said and turned around “Prove it to me and stop saying it.” she said looking dead in my eyes.

“I will.” I said and walked onto the elevator.