Nobody Has To Know

Chapter Twenty Eight: Part Two

*Chay POV*

Chris pulled out a small black box and was looking at me weird. I know this nigga ain’t about to propose to me. Don’t get me wrong I love Chris it’s just that I don’t think we’re ready for that huge comment. He took a big breathe and cleared his throat before he could say anything I started talking.

“I can’t” I said snatching my hand from him.

“You can’t do what?”

“I can’t let you go through-”

“Let me talk-”

“We can’t get married, we just got together and we are still kinda young”

“CHAY SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LET ME TALK” Chris grabbing my hands and put underneath his. “You going to let me talk now?” he said in much more calmer voice but all I could do was shake my head yes because I lowkey love when he put his foot down, it just made me a lil hot.

“I’m glad you’re back in my life and I don’t know how I survived this long without you. I think it was fate that you came back here with KaShawn-”

“Correction. I didn’t come down here with KaShawn, I came down here to get my boutique started”

“Chay you don’t know how to be quiet do you?” he said grinning at me.

“My bad babe”

“Like I was saying I think it was fate that you reappeared in my life. I know I won’t be able to love any other girl because no one can compare to you.”

“You know I’m the one and only.” I said giving myself some props and clappin a lil on each side.

“Kachay forreal.... Now!” he said, muggin me.

“Okay I won’t say nothing else.” I said, giving a kool-aid smile.

“Like I was saying you the only girl unconditionally than my mother and your going to be the only one. I see all of our friends having problems in their relationships and you are there helping and hearing them out. I know you’re probably in the back of your head re-thinking a relationship. I want you to know right now I won’t leave you unless I’m leaving you in a body bag. What I tell you the first time we made love?” he said squeezing my hand but it I couldn’t open my mouth. “Oh now ya short ass can’t talk.”

“Shut UP! You said as long as your heart beats your feelings are not going to change because you can’t live without me”

“And I still mean it.” he said then got the black box from off the table and started playing with it “We been through a whole lot of bullshit and with KaShawn still on the loose and Meek coming back into our lives I know this isn’t the end of it. So I ask my mother for this ring that my father gave to her before they had me.” he opened this box and showed me the ring and took it out. “You know my dad wasn’t around much when I was a child but my mother would tell me stories about the crazy things he did for her and how he would say love made him act that way. He gave her this ring as a symbol of their love and to show that it will never end. Even though they are not together but you can still see love in their eyes for each other. My mom would do anything for him and he would do anything for her. I know you probably like what does this have to do with any damn thing? Well like I said there is a lot of stuff going on and I just want you to know how much I love you and care for you. So if anything happens to me you will have something that will remind you of me all the time” all I could do was cry.

“Do you think you might-”

“I don’t know but anything can happen with Meek but I want you to have this and carry this close your heart.” he said a tear ran down his face “I mean it, Rosario!”

“I hear you Maurice” I mumbled wiping my tears away. He grabbed my hand and placed the ring on it then kissed it. “OMG stop with all the gushy shit. I can’t take it anymore” I said smiling down at him.

“Yeah, yeah” he said reaching over the table and gave me a kiss.

Later that night

It was getting about twelve o’clock when we walked through the door. We went to some local bar afterwards and had a couple of drinks. I jumped on the kitchen counter and busted out laughing.

“Shut the fuck up Chay! It’s not even funny” he said just staring at me at first then he started laughing along with me.

“Why you laughing then? I just can’t believe that boy came up to you and asked could he suck your dick.”

“Chay that shit is scary”

“You are ten times bigger than him”

“So...I just can’t get used to niggas coming up to me asking me shit like that.” he said opening the fridge and pulling out a bottle of water.

“I don’t care the shit was funny.”

“You my girl, you suppose to jump in when shit like that happens”

“I couldn’t bust that nigga bubbles”

“You busting bitches bubbles” he said taking of gulp of his drink.

“Thats because they nasty ass broads”

“And what was he?”

“A interesting fan!”

“Hell no!”

“Whatever” I said still giggling.

“Forreal stop laughing”

“And what you going to do?” said Chay in her hood rat voice clapping her hands. I put my bottle down and started walking towards her. I saw her breast raising and falling faster as I was getting closer. When I was just inch away from her mouth, Chay just bit her lips and returned my intense stare. “Chris?” she said in barely a whisper when I placed my hands on each side of her hips.

“Yeah”

“You ready?”